An in depth post. It was a somewhat difficult time for me in that respect.
Back then, I was in no way configured to view the Bush Administration in any light other than a positive one. The reason is mostly simple: With each news event, every speech, every military action taken, I immediately visualized the alternative of a nation being run by the likes of Gore and Kerry.
In addition, I had grown up in a Navy family (and served as well) and had a built-in deference to authority, especially military. I can’t change that, just how I was. It didn’t cause me as much of an issue with any other politician as it did with McCain.
I had served in his squadron he flew in when he was shot down (VA-46) and had served in a Navy RAG squadron for a month or two when I came out of Jet School in Memphis. He was my commanding officer, and I had occasionally, as a Plane Captain trainee, been his Plane Captain. I could not criticize him. Just my upbringing.
I am very grateful to some wise and considerate Freeper who sent me some private messages, telling me that he understood all that, but I had to look at him as a politician without that consideration, or I would be making a mistake.
But he did it so gently and carefully, that I was able to consider it. Normally, I am a bit of a hothead, and I can dig my heels in before I have a reason to do so, and will dig them in even if there is no reason at all. I am simply hot-headed and stubborn, a bad combination.
But he was right, and I was able to step out of that. I do feel anger now when I consider him, and I will leave it at that.
And I think, for me, it was like the crumbling of a dam, because I surely don’t subscribe to those outlooks now.
That said, I don’t regret my vote for Bush as I pointed out above, I only had to think of the alternative and feel justified.
I still do feel justified, but I also take into account that there is an element of moral corrosion that goes along with choosing the “lesser of two evils”, the reason being that in supporting people who align with hostile values, one gives them credibility.