As I wind down my time here in Iraq, I have had time to ponder and reflect on what I have seen, done and been a part of here at Balad. War is an interesting thing, as when you leave for it, you have grand dreams of doing your part and being a part of something bigger than yourself. Being able to come home and tell war stories or be a hero to those who know you. When you leave, you have a very different outlook, not wanting to talk about what went on, and feeling unworthy of any praise...