In his new rap album "Revival," Eminem says it has been "embarrassing" to be white and he thinks about "checking out on life" and killing himself because he "can't escape this circumstance." The 45-year-old rapper says in his song "Untouchable" that "there have been times where it's been embarrassing to be a white boy." "Seems like the average lifespan of a white man is more than twice than a black life span," Eminem says. "I wonder sometimes if it has a price scanner." "I feel like checking out on life, can't escape this circumstance," he says.