Posted on 07/05/2005 10:00:25 AM PDT by vannrox
GLAD SHE HAD HER GUN
by Elinor Dufy
My gnawing guilt about owning a handgun faded as quickly as the determination on the face of the burglar as soon as he noticed the blue-steel Smith & Wesson .38 caliber revolver in my hand.
The young man, armed with an ice pick, had forced his way in my apartment and was waiting for me-even though he had heard me come down the stairs and had had time to get out.
When he saw the gun, the burglar became a sweet young boy pleading for forgiveness. After all, he was only a youngster, he only wanted a couple of dollars, he had never been in trouble before, wouldn't I please let him go-and, oh, please, please, don't call the police.
I wondered how courteous he would have been if I had come downstairs empty-handed, with just my tiny poodle at my heels.
As he stood in front of me, pulling nervously at his white gardening gloves, I thought of how the night had begun.
I had been at a Filmex reception hoping to meet a producer or director who might be interested in reading my script. But there were only animators and cartoonists there, and I found myself fading fast, so I drove quickly home for some much-needed sleep.
Less than two hours later my dog woke me with his loud barking. I was so angry that I scolded him harshly and was ready to spank him. He cuddled up next to me in a tight little ball as if asking for protection. He kept on barking, not toward the window, but into the apartment.
I knew that I would have to investigate if I was to get any sleep at all.
I turned on my bedroom light, all the time talking reassuringly to my dog. "What's wrong? What do you hear?" He jumped with pleasure when I got up and started down the stairs.
Suddenly, I stopped. Why, I still do not know. I turned back and got the gun that I was embarrassed even to admit owning. As if hiding it from myself, I hid it behind the folds of my white flannel gown.
Midway down the stairs I stopped. The television and everything else in the living room were in order, the front door was securely locked, all the cabinets in the kitchen were still closed, the downstairs bathroom seemed empty. I could not see the sliding glass door at the rear of the apartment.
"Go get it. What are you after?" I asked the little creature. He looked at me, wagged his tail and sat down. He was not going to move. I walked him through the downstairs to prove that nothing was wrong. There he was, in the bathroom, a shadowy 6-foot figure with the shiny weapon in his hand. Fortunately, I was barefoot; he had not heard me approach. He was startled and that gave me enought time to step back and raise the revolver.
"It's cocked. All I have to do is pull the trigger. Don't move."
His larcenous or lethal plans seemed to disappear in one deflating gasp. He was not going to take any chances with his life. I would not have to shoot him.
"Please let me go. All I want is a couple of dollars."
The kitchen light was on.
"Please don't call the police."
The telephone was in my left hand.
"Please let me go."
Go where, I thought. To the next apartment. One with no dog to wake anyone. One where guns were not present. The phone rang twice before the businesslike voice came on, "Lennox sheriff's office." A torrent of words burst from my mouth.
"Ma'am, we can't understand you." I took a deep, steadying breath and said slowly, "There is a burglar in my apartment. He is five feet away from me. I have a gun on him." Then there was a jumble of activity from their end of the line.
A woman with a low soothing voice got on the line. "Here is the suspect?-Make him lie on the floor.-Whatever you do, don't hang up.-A car is on the way.-The officers are looking for your apartment.-How can they get in?"
All this time the young burglar was using the technique taught in so many rape-prevention classes, mine included. He was trying to engage me in pleasant, distracting conversation about me, about my apartment, about my dog, about where he lived. And wouldn't I put down the gun, at least quit pointing it at him?
My hand was shaking so badly that I was sure he was afraid it would go off accidentally. But that gun was making the difference between a standoff and what?
(Betty, a woman in my rape-prevention class, had been raped while her assailant held an ice pick in her ear. Myrna had found someone in her apartment and had been knocked unconcious and robbed. Sandy had cowered in her locked bathroom hoping someone would come home before the intruder found her. And another woman had leaped from her second-floor window onto the asphalt below to escape her surprise visitor.)
I rested the telephone between my ear and shoulder and used my left hand to steady the gun.
As he talked I visualized a red glow around him. (Perhaps I was preparing myself in case I had to shoot.) That thought collided with the memory of signing a petition to ban handguns, of planning to sell my gun. I had never been able to understand why I had purchased the damned thing. I had even been embarrassed when I became a near-perfect marksman at the practice range. I was so against killing that I had almost ended a long relationship when my friend crushed a spider against his office wall.
I quickly pushed away all these thoughts and focused my attention on every move my uninvited guest might make or even think of making.
A light appeared through the front window. "We've found the place."
Two streaks of blue came over the back fence and into my apartment. My vision suddenly collapsed to a narrow tunnel. I saw the handcuffs go on the "suspect". I saw my hand holding the gun toward the earth outside the back door. I saw another hand gently show me how to uncock the gun.
I heard voices praising me for how well I had handled the situation. (What choice did I have?) I heard the young man objecting. He was only trying to show the officer where he was hiding his knife. (That, too?) And I heard the officers complimenting me on my choice of gun.
There followed icy silence and icier thoughts. What would this fledgling gun control advocate have done without the gun? What if I had bent to my landlord's wishes and gotten rid of my dog?
It was not until the sky turned a pale gray-blue that I was able to sleep again. When I woke I decided to go back to the gun range and practice.
Practice, practice and more practice is needed.
Thank you. That is exactly what I talking about. If the little punk, (nicest word I could think of), was wielding an ice pick she should have discouraged any ambitions he may have had by popping a few rounds through his chest.
Mostly I agree with you - except for the unfortunate Nicole Simpson being murdered as her Akita, allegedly, stood by and watch.
She had that wrong. It should go like this:
STOP! BANG... or I'll shoot.
Good move! I hope it makes some other 'nervous nellies' think hard about owning a pistol, especially if they are women living alone.
I'm going to ID you as being someone other than a guest or family member, and then you die. I'll worry about the legality of my actions later.
As for your machismo... you might, might from sheer dead weight intertia, manage to stick me once, but I guarentee you will do nothing after that first lunge accept bleed out into the carpet.
Two to center mass. One to the head.
I know nothing about the Akita breed.
However, OJ was probably around the dog a lot and seemed to be no threat to its mistress.
"My third line of defense are my dogs. Up to this point the intruder can walk away with his/her life."
We had this wonderful female German Short Haired Pointer. She weighed about 90#'s in her prime. She bit intruders in a very critical spot. She broke up two breakins at a neighbor's house, kept my wife and kids protected during the E Side Rapist rampage in the Sacramento area. We believed that she prevented two breakins here, and the one time my wife didn't let her go after the intruder, a boat motor was stolen.
She was as gentle as a lamb with any child who wasn't a teenager, protective of our children and my wife and probably would have killed or maimed on my command.
"World's best safety combination--a good dog and a good gun."
I agree. If the sound of my dog does not dissuade an intruder... I'm hoping the icy sound of a round being chambered does. And if that does not work, shoot first and ask questions later... an intruder with an ice pick and/or knife is not dropping by to share a cup of tea. Geez, this story gives me chills.
Yeah, But...
98% of criminal attempts are decided in favor of the good guys...) merely through brandishing.
She did just fine.
Your opinion is exactly correct.
Shooting-to-kill with no real apparent deadly threat is not only stupid, it DOES have serious moral implications.
I'm retired LEO and former rangemaster. Here's what we would demonstrate to the guys to show them that they could possibly still get out of a sticky situation in the event that someone got the drop on them: the trainee has a deactivated revolver or semiauto (i.e., firing pin removed, gun painted red, cylinders/chamber plugged, etc), hammer cocked, safety off, pointed right at the chest of the person playing the officer role. The gun can be touching to about 1 foot away (grabbing distance). The gun person is told that the officer is going to grab the gun away and to "shoot" the officer before the officer grabs his gun. About 99.99% of the time the gun is "fired" (hammer falls) when the gun is no longer pointed at the officer. Try this (SAFELY) with your kid's cap gun.
According to her story, she did not KNOW anyone was in the apartment until she discovered him.
But your point is valid--if you KNOW there's an invader, you avoid engagement and use the phone.
With luck, you can get to a spot from which you can defend the entire family and not have engaged.
Righto...and I don't want to jeapordize my immortal soul for some criminal. Not to mention the nightmares and likely therapy I'd need afterwards. I've never killed anyone, but from what I understand, it's a lot easier said than done. I'll pass if it's not necessary.
I'm with you on this. I don't have the training to risk going down a set of stairs looking for someone who might have broken in.
So, I would hunker down in a corner and call the cops. I figure if the criminals are in the house, they'll eventually find me and very probably have no idea what hit them.
I do like the final line where she heads to the range to practice some more.
I capped him every time.
Definately won't be seeing this story in the msm.
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