Posted on 01/25/2009 6:16:28 AM PST by pharmamom
This is a time when I need your prayers. I havent in the past really given any details about my life. Just the superficial stuff that anyone who meets me might see. I am going to share information that I normally might not, but our family needs your prayers.
Max is going into the hospital for a psychiatric evaluation. He tried to hurt himself yesterday by jumping out his bedroom window. Thankfully, as I pointed out jokingly some time back, the only possible harm one might incur by defenestrating ones self at our house is a sprained ankle (which is indeed what has occurred). Nonetheless, despite no real physical damage being done, we obviously have to address the profound emotional distress that impelled him to try to hurt himself.
I have been in that black cave where one sees no hint of light and no possible exit. I have felt the desire simply to go to sleep and never wake up, to know final peace. I know what to do for myself when I begin sliding down into the depths. What I dont know is what to do with a child who is experiencing that despair. So we are seeking help. And I ask for your prayers and thoughts to be with us and Max, so that he may find sunlight again.
How old is he?
Prayers for Max and you and the others in your family.
He’s 11, almost 12.
My wife and I will pray for you and Max right now. We suffered the loss of a daughter to the effects of mental illness. Please be aware that God has not abandoned you or Max regardless of what you see.
I and others in my family have dealt with children who were desparately unhappy and emotionally ill. I think I understand the hell you are experiencing. My prayers for Max and for you.
While worrying about Max, remember you must do what you have to do to make yourself strong and clear so you can make the best possible decisions that lie ahead of you.
My thoughts and prayers are with your family, dear friend.
My prayers are with you.
Be strong, you will get through this.
(...and ditto to what silverleaf said, you must keep yourself strong for your son. If you need an ear, we're here.)
Been there too. Prayers from me added.
Prayers.
Hold on to the Lord. Hold on.
Amen
Boots
I am so sorry and pray for your whole family.
There's a lot of true believers here. And the fact that you reached out is an act of faith in itself.
"When you pray, pray believing...."
Oh, honey, so many, many prayers for you, Max, and your family. I do hope he can get the help he needs. I’ll pray for God’s hand to completely intervene and for his comfort for all of you! <3
This?
I have been in that black cave where one sees no hint of light and no possible exit. I have felt the desire simply to go to sleep and never wake up...
Been there myself. God Bless.
Puberty. (not to be flip or glib)
Prayers delivered.
Prayers delivered.
you and your son and family have our prayers. God bless you all.
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