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For 8 years I helped kill unborn babies. How did I not see the truth?
lifesitenews.com ^ | Wed Oct 29, 2014 | Abby Johnson

Posted on 12/03/2014 5:16:14 AM PST by Gamecock

A couple months ago, my husband and I went to the theater to watch “The Giver.” I had heard that it had a pro-life message, so I was pretty excited to see it.

It was an intense movie. Well, it was for me, anyway.

If you haven’t seen it, you really should. It’s a movie about a futuristic type of life where there is no emotion, no love, no hate, no war, and no death. Sure, people die. But they don’t call it death…they call it “going elsewhere.” It is a society where only the “best” people are kept. Those who are unable to contribute are sent to “elsewhere.” Those who are elderly are sent to “elsewhere.” And yes, babies who do not pass specific infant evaluations are also sent to “elsewhere.”

The whole plot is too complicated to type out in this article, but basically a young man is given the power to see emotion. He is able to love. And he is able to see the truth about sending people to “elsewhere.” He realizes that they are killing people. One of the best lines in the movie is when this young man says, “They haven't eliminated murder. ... They just call it by a different name." Hmm. Kind of like our society and abortion.

Anyway, this young man realizes that his father is one of the people killing these babies. In the scene of this realization, he is furious. He is shouting things like, “How can he do this? He is killing them!” An older man looks at him and says, “He doesn’t see it. He doesn’t see what he is doing.”

That scene shook me to my core. Five years ago, that was me. I was killing babies. And I also didn’t see it. I watched the rest of the movie, but couldn’t get those words out of my head. I didn’t see it.

There are a few pretty common questions that you get when you leave the abortion industry. How did you not see that it was a baby? How did you not realize that you were killing babies? How did you see these babies in the POC lab and not leave? (The POC lab is where the fetal body parts are put back together after an abortion). How did you have a baby and not see the problem in what you were doing?

My answer…

I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. Guys, I don’t know. It doesn’t make sense. I don’t understand it. I know I’m a smart person, and yet I was duped by the abortion industry for eight years. Why did it take so long for me to see the truth? I don’t know.

The fact that I don’t have answers to these questions only affirms that we are fighting a spiritual battle. We are fighting evil…and evil that will literally blind you to the truth. Sin blinds you

You see, as an abortion clinic worker, I experienced evil in a way that most have not (thank The Lord). I have physically experienced evil. I have touched it when I pieced these tiny babies back together. I have seen it in those little glass dishes that I dumped their bodies into. I have heard it as the suction machine violently pulled these tiny bodies out of their mother’s wombs. And yes, I have smelled it. Abortion has a very specific smell, one that you will never forget.

When evil comes into your life in such a real and tangible way, it changes you. And you know what? You don’t even see it. You truly don’t realize what you are doing.

And then one day you do. The blindness is removed. Not by human hands, but by the hand of the Holy Spirit.

So my question is this? How can we condemn those who are truly blinded by evil? We can’t. We shouldn’t. How do we bring about conversion of those living in blindness? By love. By truth in charity. By offering forgiveness. By offering mercy. With prayer.

I’ve heard pro-lifers yell at abortion clinic workers that they should “REPENT!!!” Repent of what? They don’t see what they are doing as something that needs to be repented of. Why? Because they are blinded. Do you think yelling at them will remove that blindness? Not likely.

They don’t see it. They don’t know what they are doing. That sounds familiar, doesn’t it?

“Father forgive them. They know not what they do.” You see, Christ recognized spiritual blindness in others, yet we are not able to see. That is part of our own blindness. Christ gave us the perfect example of how we should treat those who truly don’t know. We pray for them. We forgive them. We love them. But somehow, some think they know better than Christ. Blindness.

We are all afflicted with our own spiritual blindness. That’s what sin does to us, and we all sin. We would do better to look into our own hearts and deal with our own sin before we condemn the sins of others.

Does this mean we don’t judge right from wrong? Of course not. I’m not talking about taking a stand on moral absolutes. Is abortion absolutely wrong? Yes. Are the people who work in these facilities absolutely evil? No. Why? Because they have the ability to change. They have the ability to receive the love and forgiveness of Christ. Abortion does not change. It is always killing a human being. It is always violating the rights of an individual person. Nothing will ever change about that. Abortion clinic workers can change. And they do change. I changed. We have 132 clinic workers in our ministry (abortionworker.com) who have changed.

Don’t doubt the power of God to change any heart. Let’s extend love to those He may be working on. Let’s not do anything to disrupt His hard work.

They will know we are Christians by our LOVE. Hate begets hate. Love begets love. Let’s choose to love and to love well.


TOPICS: General Discusssion
KEYWORDS: abbyjohnson; abortion; ipp; moralabsolutes; plannedparenthood; pp; prolife
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1 posted on 12/03/2014 5:16:14 AM PST by Gamecock
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To: Gamecock
When evil comes into your life in such a real and tangible way, it changes you. And you know what? You don’t even see it. You truly don’t realize what you are doing.
2 posted on 12/03/2014 5:16:32 AM PST by Gamecock (Joel Osteen is a preacher of the Gospel like Colonel Sanders is an Army officer.)
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To: Gamecock
Guys, I don’t know. It doesn’t make sense. I don’t understand it. I know I’m a smart person, and yet I was duped by the abortion industry for eight years. Why did it take so long for me to see the truth? I don’t know.

Simple answer: you're actually stupid.

3 posted on 12/03/2014 5:26:27 AM PST by Old Sarge (Its the Sixties all over again, but with crappy music...)
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To: Gamecock

She has to realize that, though there is spiritual blindness that must be met with righteous love, there is also evil that DESIRES to commit evil.


4 posted on 12/03/2014 5:39:25 AM PST by rjsimmon (The Tree of Liberty Thirsts)
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To: Old Sarge

**Simple answer: you’re actually stupid.**

She as a pagan. It is not until the scales fall off that you realize the magnitude of your own sin.


5 posted on 12/03/2014 5:39:42 AM PST by Gamecock (Joel Osteen is a preacher of the Gospel like Colonel Sanders is an Army officer.)
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To: Gamecock
It is not until the scales fall off that you realize the magnitude of your own sin.


6 posted on 12/03/2014 5:41:56 AM PST by Old Sarge (Its the Sixties all over again, but with crappy music...)
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To: rjsimmon

Agreed, but what I think she’s driving at is that your common abortion mill worker is more likely to be blind than intentionally evil, and therefore needs to be treated as a person who needs to be rescued into the light rather than as a monster to be put down.


7 posted on 12/03/2014 5:42:28 AM PST by Buggman (returnofbenjamin.com)
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8 posted on 12/03/2014 5:52:55 AM PST by DJ MacWoW (The Fed Gov is not one ring to rule them all)
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To: Gamecock

Because Satan is the great deceiver and is quite capable of blinding the weak to the truth???


9 posted on 12/03/2014 6:20:37 AM PST by gov_bean_ counter (Romans 1:22 Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools)
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To: Gamecock
I know I’m a smart person

...and then again, sometimes it is just all about the tagline...

10 posted on 12/03/2014 6:22:08 AM PST by gov_bean_ counter (Romans 1:22 Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools)
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To: gov_bean_ counter

Romans 1:28 And since they did not see fit to acknowledge God, God gave them up to a debased mind to do what ought not to be done. 29 They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips, 30 slanderers, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, 31 foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless. 32 Though they know God’s righteous decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them.


11 posted on 12/03/2014 6:23:34 AM PST by Gamecock (Joel Osteen is a preacher of the Gospel like Colonel Sanders is an Army officer.)
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To: Gamecock

...that too.


12 posted on 12/03/2014 6:28:11 AM PST by gov_bean_ counter (Romans 1:22 Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools)
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To: Old Sarge

haha, Old Sarge, ditto.


13 posted on 12/03/2014 6:28:19 AM PST by bboop (does not suffer fools gladly)
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To: Gamecock

I have concluded that the driving motivation of the sheeperal is self-righteousness.

They are convinced of their own goodness, and therefore, everything the do, believe and advocate for cannot, by definition, be evil.

I had an epiphany when I pointed out the evil consequences of liberal beliefs to a libinlaw - it was as if I’d physically slapped her.
Her self-righteousness quickly kicked in and she clung to the intentions of the policy as proof of her “goodness”.


14 posted on 12/03/2014 6:31:26 AM PST by MrB (The difference between a Humanist and a Satanist - the latter admits whom he's working for)
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To: Gamecock

CDC report confirms there has been a big drop in the number of abortions
http://www.nationalrighttolifenews.org/news/2014/12/cdc-report-confirms-big-abortion-drop/#.VH8gNDHF8jF


15 posted on 12/03/2014 6:37:15 AM PST by Jack Hydrazine (Pubbies = national collectivists; Dems = international collectivists; We need a second party!)
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To: Gamecock

“Are the people who work in these facilities absolutely evil? No. Why? Because they have the ability to change. They have the ability to receive the love and forgiveness of Christ. Abortion does not change. It is always killing a human being.”

The same could be said about others over the years. Hitler, Stalin, Mussolini, Pol Pot, Yassar Arafat, etc. etc. I guess Abby would also be a pacifist? That’s fine. I’m not.


16 posted on 12/03/2014 6:45:17 AM PST by saleman (?)
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To: Gamecock

Watched the movie, my daughter says the book is much better. I didn’t think the movie was bad.


17 posted on 12/03/2014 6:49:46 AM PST by LearnsFromMistakes (Yes, I am happy to see you. But that IS a gun in my pocket.)
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To: Gamecock

We would do better to look into our own hearts and deal with our own sin before we condemn the sins of others.


A good point, the one consolation is that the babies are in the hands of God.

But what about us who are believers and are aware of what we do and still do stupid things, I thank God that Jesus corrected Peter when Peter ask him if we were to forgive people seven times.

Seven times would not even be a start.


18 posted on 12/03/2014 7:02:06 AM PST by ravenwolf (` Does the scripture explain it in full detail? if not how can you?)
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To: Gamecock

She didn’t want to think for herself; she wanted others to do her thinking for her. She also abdicated responsibility for her own direction in life. That always leads to evil.


19 posted on 12/03/2014 7:15:34 AM PST by CorporateStepsister (I am NOT going to force a man to make my dreams come true)
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To: ravenwolf
I think a lot of Christians lose sight of the difference between judging and correcting. There is also plenty of judging going on in the NT, along with the criteria for how to judge brother/sisters:

1 Corinthians 5:9 I wrote to you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people— 10not at all meaning the people of this world who are immoral, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters. In that case you would have to leave this world. 11But now I am writing to you that you must not associate with anyone who claims to be a brother or sister but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or slanderer, a drunkard or swindler. Do not even eat with such people.

12What business is it of mine to judge those outside the church? Are you not to judge those inside? 13God will judge those outside. “Expel the wicked person from among you.”


20 posted on 12/03/2014 7:20:29 AM PST by Gamecock (Joel Osteen is a preacher of the Gospel like Colonel Sanders is an Army officer.)
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