And maybe, like many men, your little head got the better of your big head, and you made lousy choices - but you have to blame it on the woman in the case.
(My belief in ‘romance’ worked out very well for me. I’m truly sorry that you’re so miserable. But being miserable because of a bad experience is a choice, too.)
:) you know zero about me. Your guilt shaming and blame shifting is well practiced, I’d say you were a woman if I didn’t know better. You have a good one now.