Posted on 06/06/2024 2:53:21 PM PDT by Morgana
Fear and pressure lead many parents to abort disabled children
Kevin was 48 years old, married for more than 20 years, and the father of two teenage boys. His life would forever change when his wife informed him of an unexpected pregnancy. Kevin shares, “At first it was a shock, but soon I was bragging about becoming a new father at my advanced age.”
At a prenatal appointment later in the pregnancy, the doctor noticed they had never taken the test for Down syndrome. After testing, their son was diagnosed with the chromosomal disorder. The doctor suggested abortion.
Tragically, this doctor then proceeded to further exploit the natural vulnerability and anxiety the couple was experiencing by suggesting they needed to make a decision that very day, as the cutoff for legal abortion was imminent.
Kevin reveals what happened next:
“My wife left the decision to me, and I made the choice to abort our child. As my wife lay on a hospital bed, I sat beside her, holding her hand. Then [the doctor] inserted a long needle into my wife’s huge belly, giving our baby a shot that would stop his heart. Once they were sure he had died, they induced labor, and my wife gave birth to our dead son.”
The nurse asked Kevin if he wanted to hold his deceased child, a fully formed baby boy. He was in shock and overwhelmed with grief: “I cried all night in torment.”
A nurse then advised them that, given the baby’s gestational age, they needed to name their son, and arrange for a burial.
They were given a white cardboard box to hold their baby and told to make arrangements with a neighborhood funeral home.
"That’s when the lying began,” Kevin says. “I could not tell anyone what I had done. Not my parents or siblings, not my friends. Not even my sons.”
Complicated grief
Every year thousands of parents will undergo routine tests and receive what is called a “poor prenatal diagnosis.” This means their baby is afflicted with a chromosomal abnormality or serious defect in a vital organ.
Research indicates that couples who are offered encouragement, support and resources when facing a poor prenatal diagnosis often decide against abortion.
Tragically, most couples are pressured by doctors, therapists, friends, and family to “terminate” the pregnancy. They are given the grim prospect of a child born prematurely who will die in the womb, or shortly after birth. In the case of conditions like Down syndrome, parents are only told of the possible medical challenges, and not the blessings such children can bring.
Healthcare professionals may also suggest abortion as the most compassionate choice, to prevent unnecessary suffering for the baby. Parents might come to see abortion as the best solution. But in reality, it is best for no one.
Research confirms that women experience fetal disability abortions as a physical and emotional trauma, and remain in deep emotional pain years after the procedure.
But men can also experience the abortion as a traumatic experience of loss, especially when they are present during chemical abortion, and later-term abortion procedures.
Like many men after abortion, Kevin tried to bury the pain and move on with his life. But he and his wife were deeply wounded by their experience, and the inability to heal individually, and as a couple, put great strain on their marriage.
Kevin shares, “I never even asked my wife how she was because I couldn’t bear her pain on top of the crushing weight of my own.”
Women and men who feel some degree of pressure to abort, or experience ambivalence about their decision, are at high risk for symptoms of emotional trauma. Without a healing process for this complicated grief, the symptoms they suffer in the aftermath will surely impact marital intimacy, communication, and trust, as well as a couple’s relationship with their living children.
Kevin shares the impact of the emotional and spiritual shockwaves that emanated from their abortion experience:
“We remained a family for a few years but as we realized that our guilt had erased our love, we divorced. I felt God was punishing me for what I had done, and I accepted this punishment for many years.”
It would be 10 years before Kevin was able to begin the journey toward healing. He shares, “I tried praying on my own and then, tearfully, prayed with a pastor. I did not feel forgiven.”
This struggle to forgive oneself is common after abortion. It is connected to the need for an integrated process of emotional and spiritual healing, that provides a safe passage through the feelings associated with the abortion. Participants learn to share the truth of their experience and dismantle the secrets and lies that prevent a full recovery.
Kevin was able to find healing on a Rachel’s Vineyard retreat. He reveals, “For the first time, I was in the company of others who knew how I felt. I could finally let go of this secret. That weekend changed my life, and I will be forever thankful.”
Kevin came away from his healing experience convinced that more has to be done to help couples facing a poor prenatal diagnosis. He became part of the Silent No More Awareness Campaign, an organization that offers support and training for those called to publicly share their stories of abortion regret and healing.
At a recent Silent No More gathering, Kevin publicly shared these moving words: “I held my son. I know his face and the contours of his body. I will never forget you, my child, and for your sake, I will be Silent No More.”
Couples facing a poor prenatal diagnosis may find life-affirming help with Prenatal Partners for Life and Perinatal Hospice and Palliative Care.
Editor’s note: Theresa Burke, Ph.D., and Kevin Burke, MSS, are pastoral associates of Priests for Life and founders of Rachel’s Vineyard. Support and assistance for parents receiving a prenatal diagnosis are available at PreNatalDiagnosis.org and at Be Not Afraid. This article is a Pregnancy Help News original.
Wow. That is a powerful story. Thank you for sharing it with us all here.
Abortion is wrong 100% of the time, in 100% of cases. Anything short of complete abolition of the practice is simply begging for God’s wrath.
What is incredibly tragic - fully-socialized medical systems regularly encourage abortion (including very late term) to prevent birth of Down syndrome babies and others. It’s all because it is considered a “burden” to their wicked system.
What about rape? So - the death penalty for the unborn child who had no part in the crime is the answer? No.
Incest? Same thing...
Young? Again - that is the fault of the unborn? Where are the legal charges against whoever raped that child?
“Spiritual shockwaves...”
Yep. I’ve shared the story in detail here already, but my college girlfriend of three years (40 years ago) was ‘late’. I had been vocally pro-abortion, and had even debated with this position in school. When she told me, and advised that I needn’t worry because she’d “Just get an abortion”, that shockwave ran through me like 100 amps, head to toe, and I yelled a very deep “NO!” It came from nowhere, seemingly, but it had come from God, and that moment changed my life. I’ll never forget it.
In this article, reference to God’s Punishment is made. I don’t think God works like that. I think we punish ourselves when we act contrary to his will; it’s not personal, like he makes the effort to make sure we, as an individual, suffer. He warns us in advance of what will very naturally happen if we sin, and implores us not to go there. If we do, we find out why, and his heart breaks. (My girlfriend was not pregnant, but I could not from that day forward feel any love or attraction for her whatsoever — and she was a stunner. We broke up a couple of weeks later.)
What unbearable grief that father must have brought upon himself. I cannot help but think suicide crossed his mind. Just terrible.
What about ectopic pregnancy?
The article never mentions whether the child in fact had the disorder he was killed for.
Maybe I’m the only one who remembers thalidomide? That one example created really weird pregnancies. There has to be a way to handle severe cases. And what do you call the mis-carriages and still births that result from the clotshots. The end result would seem to be the same as an abortion?
Decades ago we used to give blood tests to make sure a couple was compatible to minimize birth defects. We don’t seem to do that anymore? Maybe that’s one reason birth defects are up?
I’ve visited institutions where severely disabled babies are kept alive, mostly for study. To me it seems one should be careful trying to make absolutes——because stuff happens.
Unequivocal diagnosis of Downs in the preborn child seems likely never to be attempted or determined.
Two priorities are served, first, extermination of preborns with Downs (Iceland for example is said proudly to have zero Downs), and second, promotion of abortion generally.
I had my first birth child at 45. They did a blood test to check for whatever and told me the baby had a 70% chance that he would be born with Down syndrome. I had him anyway and he was perfectly normal and is now 31 years old and my most wonderful blessing.
Not viable, and hence, not an abortion.
I was there for all 3 of my girl’s births.
This is pretty horrific.
I didnt finish.
He murdered his baby. I feel nothing for him.
Too many times, they find out the doctor was wrong the whole time.
GOD forbid!
Exactly.
180° out-of-phase “pride” is what passes as normal these days.
It’s all about you Kevin. It’s all about you.
Same for his wife, leaving the decision up to him…weak. They allowed the doctor make the call for them instead of taking responsibility themselves about the decision. The article doesn’t say anything about the wife later, but it looks like he has made his own Hell. Could have put the baby up for adoption. Instead, they decided to kill the baby and no one forced them to do that.
This is why I despise the Medical industry in its current form.
Prisons are filled with people who have made one major mistake in life. I am sure he’ll is much the same.
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