Posted on 03/27/2020 11:26:28 AM PDT by Kaslin
RUSH: I wanted to update you on my health. And the first thing to tell you is Im fine. Im sitting here at my official home library desk, and I am fine. Now, heres where my problems began. The cancer I have, the lung cancer I have involves the mutation of a gene that occurs in 1 to 5% of lung cancer patients. Now, ordinarily that would be very bad news because it would be something that maybe theres no medicine for or that theres no targeted treatment for.
It turns out its the exact opposite. It turns out it was good news because there is a clinical trial of a combination of chemo drugs that has been very successful in attacking this particular gene mutation in melanoma cancers. So the clinical trial that Im in and I went into it with full knowledge that it was a trial, a stage 2 trial. I had every option every cancer patients ever had presented to me by numerous doctors, numerous places, I chose what happened here.
The stage 2 trial Im in involves targeting with two different drugs the mutation that has caused my stage 4 lung cancer. By the way, my voice is weak only because I havent used it much. Theres nothing wrong there. And everything was going along fine. The first four weeks we were all feeling great because they warned us that the side effects of this drug could be pretty bad. Normal things like nausea, vomiting, fatigue, none of that happened to me. So the first four weeks went by, were kicking butt, were thinking this was great. And we have some indications that its working as well.
Well, late last week I began to find it very difficult to walk. My muscles in both legs, from the waist down, began to retain fluid and swell up incredibly to the point that ten days ago, Monday of last week when we were away for treatment, I could barely walk in the hotel room and needed a wheelchair to get where I was going. I kept taking the chemo drugs, thinking that it would be something that I could get past. I didnt get past it and developed fevers of 102 to 103, which were also part of the list of side effects that could happen.
The point is, after about five weeks on this stuff, it all just hit me. And all of last week I was unable to get out of bed. Primarily because I couldnt walk. The degree of pain and the swelling in both joints and legs and Ill give you an idea of the pain. Cause they asked me to describe it. I said, Imagine you have been sedentary for a year and then one day you go to the gym or you go practice football or you do a two-hour, strenuous workout. You know how you feel the next day, your muscles are filled up with lactic acid, you can barely move? I said, Thats what its like times five for me.
Oh, okay, and they start writing it down, making notes. But I was not given anything for it. We just kept going with the treatment hoping that it would be something my system would metabolize and move beyond, but it didnt. So it got bad enough on losing track of the days here. I guess it got bad enough last Monday or whatever that we had to pull the treatment. We had to pull the treatment, and it was going to be just temporary for a week or two to see what would happen. Im now taking drugs, steroids, to reverse the effects of the chemo drug.
Heres the irony, folks. The chemo drugs are working. They were Im not gonna go into detail about how we know because I dont want to provide too much target area for media to go searching on the internet what Im dealing with. But, trust me, it was working and its working so well, the doctors want me to continue doing this and put up with the leg pain.
I cant do this, I told them. I cant do this. I cant work, I cant think, I cant Theres just no way. Its the same old question that cancer patients have. You have to balance quality of life versus length. So there are other alternatives that were looking into. Ive currently suspended the treatment and were looking at alternatives, and there are plenty of those. But Ive gotta get the swelling down and get this pain taking care of.
Otherwise, I wont be able to do anything but talk to you from this desk on a phone. So thats the status of that. Im feeling much better physically having gotten off the chemo drugs. I think we dropped them Monday or Tuesday. (As I say, the days are running together.) So I wanted to share all this with you because there had been a lot of people concerned at the ongoing, extended absence, which is unlike me.
And Ive made it very clear that the only place I really want to be during all of this aside from at the side of my lovely wife, Kathryn is in the radio studio. And the fact that you cant do that is frustrating, and it was something everybody was noticing. So I started getting little emails from people. You read between the lines, theyre saying, What the hell is going on! Where are you?
So I thought itd be wise and prudent to come in and share some of these details with you. Im looking at the clock. Lets take a break here and well come back after the break and well get back into some of the observations Ive had about whats going on with the coronavirus and what is happening to our country. Its the Rush Limbaugh program. I made it past the call screener. As far as I know, Im still on the air. I have not gotten myself thrown off yet.
sobering. he got cut off by break before he could end on a rah-rah note. that was too bad.
This broke my heart. He sounds so weak
Not good.
Awesome description. Rush has a way with words.
Gazillions of people are praying for him.
The Mayor of Realville. For sure. I love Rush.
We love you so much, Rush. You are like a best friend. Stay strong if you can, and if you can’t, smile to know how many truly, truly love you. You are in our hearts and prayers. Now - time to beat this and get on with the show!
You’ve got this, Rush!
What are the chemo drugs he is taking?
Gotta be tough to go through, I respect any decision he makes, pain vs treatment. I hope he finds a balance that works.
I am wondering if there are no drugs that can offset the leg-swelling side effect of the cancer treatment and not also interfere with the treatment. Or maybe they would not interfere with the treatment so much but might disqualify his care from the clinical trial and thus disqualify him from the treatment. I’m guessing Rush has very high quality doctors who know all those answers.
I listened today. I lifted him up in fervent prayer, BELIEVING, that our God will heal him completely. He will restore his body to health allowing him to have a long, full life.
Please believe with me.
Rush, you are in my thoughts and prayers each day. Keep fighting! We love you.
You have to balance quality of life versus length.
Hope he gets both!
That statement right there reminds me of my sister in-law as she was treated for pancreatic cancer.
Sobering.
If prayers and love count for anything...Rush will receive all the grace that God can give...
Let me tell you boy, Rush is made of tough stuff. Yessiree........old school tough as hell. Marine tough.
He’ll beat this disease. He’ll come out on top. God bless him.
After reading I feel optimistic for him.
Go Rush!
I agree. But if he catches corona virus, will be terrible.
America has your six, Rush.
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