Im honestly not seeing sound doctrine displayed in your account. Golden cleansing swirls by the spirit? How does this square with direct words from the Lord in John 14:1-6?
1Let not your heart be troubled; believe in God, believe also in Me. 2In My Fathers house are many dwelling places; if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also. 4And you know the way where I am going. 5Thomas said to Him, Lord, we do not know where You are going, how do we know the way? 6Jesus said to him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through Me.
“I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through Me.”
Very true statement..
Very few Christians actually understand it.
” Golden cleansing swirls by the spirit. . “
Sounds like the Kundalini, which has also been referred to as a “false Holy Spirit”.