I’ve gotten corralled into giving responses that generated more heat than light and I no longer want to do that anymore. Suffice it to say that there is the Jewish perspective and having the Internet it is very easy for anyone to search on: “The Jewish Perspective Of Mary” and search it out for themselves. I am no way a theologian.
I understand; as I've been there - although a LONG time ago.
Just remember the old mantra:
"Whatever doesn't kill me; makes me stronger."