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(The Atlantic) I Was a Muslim in Trump's White House
The Atlantic ^ | 2/23/2017 | Rumana Ahmed

Posted on 02/24/2017 1:30:38 AM PST by T-Bird45

In 2011, I was hired, straight out of college, to work at the White House and eventually the National Security Council. My job there was to promote and protect the best of what my country stands for. I am a hijab-wearing Muslim woman––I was the only hijabi in the West Wing––and the Obama administration always made me feel welcome and included.

Like most of my fellow American Muslims, I spent much of 2016 watching with consternation as Donald Trump vilified our community. Despite this––or because of it––I thought I should try to stay on the NSC staff during the Trump Administration, in order to give the new president and his aides a more nuanced view of Islam, and of America's Muslim citizens.

I lasted eight days.

When Trump issued a ban on travelers from seven Muslim-majority countries and all Syrian refugees, I knew I could no longer stay and work for an administration that saw me and people like me not as fellow citizens, but as a threat.

The evening before I left, bidding farewell to some of my colleagues, many of whom have also since left, I notified Trump’s senior NSC communications adviser, Michael Anton, of my departure, since we shared an office. His initial surprise, asking whether I was leaving government entirely, was followed by silence––almost in caution, not asking why. I told him anyway.

I told him I had to leave because it was an insult walking into this country’s most historic building every day under an administration that is working against and vilifying everything I stand for as an American and as a Muslim. I told him that the administration was attacking the basic tenets of democracy. I told him that I hoped that they and those in Congress were prepared to take responsibility for all the consequences that would attend their decisions.

He looked at me and said nothing.

It was only later that I learned he authored an essay under a pseudonym, extolling the virtues of authoritarianism and attacking diversity as a “weakness,” and Islam as “incompatible with the modern West.”

My whole life and everything I have learned proves that facile statement wrong.

My parents immigrated to the United States from Bangladesh in 1978 and strove to create opportunities for their children born in the states. My mother worked as a cashier, later starting her own daycare business. My father spent late nights working at Bank of America, and was eventually promoted to assistant vice president at one of its headquarters. Living the American dream, we’d have family barbecues, trips to Disney World, impromptu soccer or football games, and community service projects. My father began pursuing his Ph.D., but in 1995 he was killed in a car accident.

I was 12 when I started wearing a hijab. It was encouraged in my family, but it was always my choice. It was a matter of faith, identity, and resilience for me. After 9/11, everything would change. On top of my shock, horror, and heartbreak, I had to deal with the fear some kids suddenly felt towards me. I was glared at, cursed at, and spat at in public and in school. People called me a “terrorist” and told me, “go back to your country.”

My father taught me a Bengali proverb inspired by Islamic scripture: “When a man kicks you down, get back up, extend your hand, and call him brother.” Peace, patience, persistence, respect, forgiveness, and dignity. These were the values I’ve carried through my life and my career.

I never intended to work in government. I was among those who assumed the government was inherently corrupt and ineffective. Working in the Obama White House proved me wrong. You can’t know or understand what you haven’t been a part of.

Still, inspired by President Obama, I joined the White House in 2011, after graduating from the George Washington University. I had interned there during my junior year, reading letters and taking calls from constituents at the Office of Presidential Correspondence. It felt surreal––here I was, a 22-year-old American Muslim woman from Maryland who had been mocked and called names for covering my hair, working for the president of the United States.

In 2012, I moved to the West Wing to join the Office of Public Engagement, where I worked with various communities, including American Muslims, on domestic issues such as health care. In early 2014, Deputy National Security Advisor Ben Rhodes offered me a position on the National Security Council (NSC). For two and a half years I worked down the hall from the Situation Room, advising President Obama’s engagements with American Muslims, and working on issues ranging from advancing relations with Cuba and Laos to promoting global entrepreneurship among women and youth.

A harsher world began to reemerge in 2015. In February, three young American Muslim students were killed in their Chapel Hill home by an Islamophobe. Both the media and administration were slow to address the attack, as if the dead had to be vetted before they could be mourned. It was emotionally devastating. But when a statement was finally released condemning the attack and mourning their loss, Rhodes took me aside to to tell me how grateful he was to have me there and wished there were more American Muslims working throughout government. America’s government and decision-making should reflect its people.

Later that month, the evangelist Franklin Graham declared that the government had “been infiltrated by Muslims.” One of my colleagues sought me out with a smile on his face and said, “If only he knew they were in the halls of the West Wing and briefed the president of the United States multiple times!” I thought: Damn right I’m here, exactly where I belong, a proud American dedicated to protecting and serving my country.

Graham’s hateful provocations weren’t new. Over the Obama years, right-wing websites spread an abundance of absurd conspiracy theories and lies, targeting some American Muslim organizations and individuals––even those of us serving in government. They called us “terrorists,” Sharia-law whisperers, or Muslim Brotherhood operatives. Little did I realize that some of these conspiracy theorists would someday end up in the White House.

Over the course of the campaign, even when I was able to storm through the bad days, I realized the rhetoric was taking a toll on American communities. When Trump first called for a Muslim ban, reports of hate crimes against Muslims spiked. The trend of anti-Muslim hate crimes is ongoing, as mosques are set on fire and individuals attacked––six were killed at a mosque in Canada by a self-identified Trump supporter.

Throughout 2015 and 2016, I watched with disbelief, apprehension, and anxiety, as Trump’s style of campaigning instigated fear and emboldened xenophobes, anti-Semites, and Islamophobes. While cognizant of the possibility of Trump winning, I hoped a majority of the electorate would never condone such a hateful and divisive worldview.

During the campaign last February, Obama visited a Baltimore mosque and reminded the public that “we’re one American family, and when any part of our family starts to feel separate … It’s a challenge to our values.” His words would go unheeded by his successor.

The climate in 2016 felt like it did just after 9/11. What made it worse was that this fear and hatred were being fueled by Americans in positions of power. Fifth-grade students at a local Sunday school where I volunteered shared stories of being bullied by classmates and teachers, feeling like they didn’t belong here anymore, and asked if they might get kicked out of this country if Trump won. I was almost hit by a car by a white man laughing as he drove by in a Costcoparking lot, and on another occasion was followed out of the metro by a man screaming profanities: “Fuck you! Fuck Islam! Trump will send you back!”

Then, on election night, I was left in shock.

The morning after the election, we lined up in the West Colonnade as Obama stood in the Rose Garden and called for national unity and a smooth transition. Trump seemed the antithesis of everything we stood for. I felt lost. I could not fully grasp the idea that he would soon be sitting where Obama sat.

I debated whether I should leave my job. Since I was not a political appointee, but a direct hire of the NSC, I had the option to stay. The incoming and now departed national security adviser, Michael Flynn, had said things like “fear of Muslims is rational.” Some colleagues and community leaders encouraged me to stay, while others expressed concern for my safety. Cautiously optimistic, and feeling a responsibility to try to help them continue our work and be heard, I decided that Trump's NSC could benefit from a colored, female, hijab-wearing, American Muslim patriot.

The weeks leading up to the inauguration prepared me and my colleagues for what we thought would come, but not for what actually came. On Monday, January 23, I walked into the Eisenhower Executive Office Building, with the new staffers there. Rather than the excitement I encountered when I first came to the White House under Obama, the new staff looked at me with a cold surprise. The diverse White House I had worked in became a monochromatic and male bastion.

The days I spent in the Trump White House were strange, appalling and disturbing. As one staffer serving since the Reagan administration said, “This place has been turned upside down. It’s chaos. I’ve never witnessed anything like it.” This was not typical Republican leadership, or even that of a businessman. It was a chaotic attempt at authoritarianism––legally questionable executive orders, accusations of the press being “fake,” peddling countless lies as “alternative facts,” and assertions by White House surrogates that the president’s national security authority would “not be questioned.”

The entire presidential support structure of nonpartisan national security and legal experts within the White House complex and across federal agencies was being undermined. Decision-making authority was now centralized to a few in the West Wing. Frustration and mistrust developed as some staff felt out of the loop on issues within their purview. There was no structure or clear guidance. Hallways were eerily quiet as key positions and offices responsible for national security or engagement with Americans were left unfilled.

I might have lasted a little longer. Then came January 30. The executive order banning travelers from seven Muslim-majority countries caused chaos, without making America any safer. Discrimination that has existed for years at airports was now legitimized, sparking mass protests, while the president railed against the courts for halting his ban. Not only was this discrimination and un-American, the administration’s actions defending the ban threatened the nation’s security and its system of checks and balances.

Alt-right writers, now on the White House staff, have claimed that Islam and the West are at war with each other. Disturbingly, ISIS also makes such claims to justify their attacks, which for the most part target Muslims. The Administration’s plans to revamp the Countering Violent Extremism program to focus solely on Muslims and use terms like “radical Islamic terror,” legitimize ISIS propaganda and allow the dangerous rise of white-supremacist extremism to go unchecked.

Placing U.S. national security in the hands of people who think America’s diversity is a “weakness” is dangerous. It is false.

People of every religion, race, ethnicity, sexual orientation, gender, and age pouring into the streets and airports to defend the rights of their fellow Americans over the past few weeks proved the opposite is true––American diversity is a strength, and so is the American commitment to ideals of justice and equality.

American history is not without stumbles, which have proven that the nation is only made more prosperous and resilient through struggle, compassion and inclusiveness. It’s why my parents came here. It’s why I told my former 5th grade students, who wondered if they still belonged here, that this country would not be great without them.


TOPICS: Culture/Society; Editorial; Government; News/Current Events
KEYWORDS: draintheswamp; eightdays; first100days; hijab; muslim; muslimwomen; nationalsecurity; trump45
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To: T-Bird45

Well, so what. Who gives a damn about you woman?


61 posted on 02/24/2017 4:40:35 AM PST by bert (K.E.; N.P.; GOPc;WASP .... Macroagression melts snowflakes)
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To: T-Bird45

There are PLENTY of MUSLIM ruled countries that will take her.

The vast talent she has and the experience she has garnered would be worth quite a lot in Saudi Arabia, Yemen, Iran, Iraq, and yes, even Malaysia!


62 posted on 02/24/2017 4:41:42 AM PST by Elsie (Heck is where people, who don't believe in Gosh, think they are not going...)
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To: T-Bird45
Alt-right writers, now on the White House staff, have claimed that Islam and the West are at war with each other.

That's what happens when someone starts Believing what the Koran has in it.

63 posted on 02/24/2017 4:42:44 AM PST by Elsie (Heck is where people, who don't believe in Gosh, think they are not going...)
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To: T-Bird45

64 posted on 02/24/2017 4:44:56 AM PST by Travis McGee (EnemiesForeignAndDomestic.com)
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To: Phil DiBasquette

65 posted on 02/24/2017 4:51:04 AM PST by Elsie (Heck is where people, who don't believe in Gosh, think they are not going...)
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To: T-Bird45

“Peace, patience, persistence, respect, forgiveness, and dignity.

I notice that she conveniently ignored her supposed values when she could only last 8 days under the new management and then goes on to disrespect her new boss without even having gotten to know him. IMO she left because the new admin wasn’t going to give preferential treatment to her religion, or kiss her ass, like the old one.


66 posted on 02/24/2017 4:51:13 AM PST by kelly4c
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To: T-Bird45

Just think of how coddled she must have been in the Obama White House.


67 posted on 02/24/2017 4:53:14 AM PST by Yardstick
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To: lefty-lie-spy

Thanks for verbalizing what I felt after reading her humongous crock of BS, but was at a loss where to begin. (I doubt whether a raghead actually wrote that. I suspect some bleeding heart lib did. Those are not real muslim sentiments). IMHO.


68 posted on 02/24/2017 4:54:35 AM PST by Tucker39 (In giving us The Christ, God gave us the ONE thing we desperately NEEDED; a Savior.)
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To: T-Bird45

Good riddance,it’s called draining the swamp, go back to Bangladesh. Imagine she was upset that someone she worked with wrote, “and Islam as “incompatible with the modern West.” It’s either Sharia law or the Constitution of the US.


69 posted on 02/24/2017 4:59:19 AM PST by kenmcg (uNFORTUNATELY)
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To: ADSUM

‘Is she not aware of all the violence created by other muslims?’

Apparently not.


70 posted on 02/24/2017 5:00:34 AM PST by Fantasywriter (Any attempt to do forensic work using Internet artifacts is fraught with pitfalls. JoeProbono)
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To: kenmcg

I heard Starbucks is hiring....


71 posted on 02/24/2017 5:01:17 AM PST by rovenstinez
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To: T-Bird45; All
Here we go -- I found someone that cares...


72 posted on 02/24/2017 5:01:49 AM PST by areukiddingme1 (areukiddingme1 is a synonym for a Retired U.S. Navy Chief Petty Officer and tired of liberal BS.))
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To: T-Bird45

“I was 12 when I started wearing a hijab. It was encouraged in my family, but it was always my choice. It was a matter of faith, identity, and resilience for me. After 9/11, everything would change. On top of my shock, horror, and heartbreak, I had to deal with the fear some kids suddenly felt towards me. I was glared at, cursed at, and spat at in public and in school. People called me a “terrorist” and told me, “go back to your country.”

In 2011 she was just out of college, so she was probably about 22 years old. That would make her ~ 12 when 9/11 occurred, about the same time she started wearing her Hijab. Way to publically identify with the people that attacked the country you supposedly love. She says “after 911 everything changed”. It sure did as I bet it changed for a Japanese citizen who chose to wave a Japanese flag after Pearl Harbor. IMO she is just another America hating muslim who identifies more with the people who attack this country rather than her fellow citizens who were attacked. Not surprising she chose to work on behalf of Muslims for the most anti-American and pro-muslim President in history.


73 posted on 02/24/2017 5:07:41 AM PST by Brooklyn Attitude (The first step in ending the War on White People, is to recognize it exists.)
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To: T-Bird45

“I lasted eight days.”

She _quit_ after 8 days.

_Her_ decision to mouth off to her superior, saying things no sane boss would respond to at all, and which make it impossible for her to choose to stay.

She was welcome to stay. Nobody was going to fire her for being Muslim.
She burned her own bridge.


74 posted on 02/24/2017 5:12:38 AM PST by ctdonath2 (Understand the Left: "The issue is never the issue. The issue is always the Revolution.")
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To: T-Bird45

‘I was 12 when I started wearing a hijab. It was encouraged in my family, but it was always my choice.’

Go to Saudi Arabia, don’t wear the hijab, and when the religious police haul you in, tell them it’s your “choice.”

Smh.


75 posted on 02/24/2017 5:15:12 AM PST by Fantasywriter (Any attempt to do forensic work using Internet artifacts is fraught with pitfalls. JoeProbono)
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To: T-Bird45

There are so many lies in this ridiculous screed that it’s hard to know where to begin. The fact that she was hired by Obama propagandist Ben Rhodes is the only thing you needed to see


76 posted on 02/24/2017 5:16:34 AM PST by montag813
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To: StAnDeliver

Maybe she will sell herself to CNN, MSNBC, and Fox as an “outspoken critic of the Trump administration”.


77 posted on 02/24/2017 5:17:09 AM PST by a fool in paradise (patriots win, Communists and Socialist Just-Us Warriors lose)
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To: StAnDeliver

Maybe she will sell herself to CNN, MSNBC, and Fox as an “outspoken critic of the Trump administration”.


78 posted on 02/24/2017 5:18:33 AM PST by a fool in paradise (patriots win, Communists and Socialist Just-Us Warriors lose)
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To: Vendome

Thank you for the informative post.

I just learned stuff!


79 posted on 02/24/2017 5:19:30 AM PST by T-Bone Texan
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To: T-Bird45
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80 posted on 02/24/2017 5:21:45 AM PST by MomwithHope (The pendulum is swinging our way!)
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