Nothing.
I haven’t done anything special for the holidays since my wife passed.
I havent done anything special for the holidays since my wife passed.”
...I’m sorry. I truly hope you find some joy this Christmas!
If I found myself alone for Christmas, I think I would try to spend it with the folks in the rest home in our small town. Those folks can always use some love and attention. I do hope you have a nice Christmas, however you spend it.