Posted on 03/16/2003 6:16:51 PM PST by solo01
well...i just thought id pop you an email...i have to be frank with you, i never thought id be where i am now the day i signed all those papers at the station....all those things you promised me...unlike what other were told....came true.by the time i actually get home, i will have made a full 6th month deployment. i think ive done a bit of growing up since then. i feel so old sometimes...so much more then i ever thought i did....the reality of all this amazes me. the next 24 hours are so critical, war.....and im here. im really scared, i am. more so then i thought....i attempted to meet this journey with ambition and adventurous thoughts...and i have, but i never thought of fear. i am in the heart of this political war...this liberation resolution. the thought of coming home, is as questioneable as iraqs intentions. i feel i have had all the patience that the US has had with Iraq the past 12 years, and now, i just want action...no excuses, no more talks of resolution... i want this war to happen, because its the only way i am coming home. this war is the only way to get Iraq on its knees, to get suddam on his knees...so the people who are fighting for it, fighting against it, and the people dying for it can get their answers. i dont know, maybe im thinking illogically, maybe im going crazy....all i know, is that i am deeply frustrated with the american people AND foreign people who are against this.....need we not forget what happened just a year and a half ago...has it been that long for people to forget....it hasnt for me...i think about it every day...i am here for it, because of it....everyday. i want to see my family, but i cant until the job is done....so when will they let us get to work? while our morale is still motivated enough to do so?....you know, the media was here today, where i stand watch...and it made me sick...there is no question what we are here for...what our prescence is to incinuate....this is not pretty, nor is it glamourous...it is our lives, it is our job, its what we do, and it shall and should not be exploited for anything more. this is not a story, its not entertainment...its painful, its tedious, and by god its hard....im sick of being exploited for sympathy, for a story...we are doing what we have to do..to get by, and not just that...to survive..to let this country survive and to protect everything weve worked so hard to get.........................these thoughts, and more...i think about everyday, i live with everyday...there is no time here...its all one long day. im sorry to vent like this on you with this email...i just thought maybe you might understand...i hope you understand. i beleive our intentions in the paths we chose to take are one of the same...........we,.....we, are making the history we always wanted to be apart of. i remember the day you sat me in your office after i had called to say i didnt want to go...i remember our conversation, and i will never forget it.....if there is one thing you always remember and take with you after your tour as a recruiter, remember that you forever changed my life, and that i am grateful for you, you saved me from going a direction that would have in the end, put me where i never wanted to be. please dont ever stop and question what it is you are doing, because if you did, i dont know where i would be right now, certainly not accomplishing what i am now.
stay motivated,
steph
Amen! Thanks for sharing her email.
Lord, please protect our men and women in uniform who are in harm's way and give them swift, complete victory.
The antis decided to hold a protest outside our local Armed Forces Recruiting Station on Sat. A large group of patriots siezed the corner first and forced the antis to take their postition across the street. I took the time to go into the offices of the Army, Navy and Marines to thank those guys who had the weekend duty. Turned out they were thankful for us being there to show our support.
Salute!
Please thank your daughter Steph for her selfless service on our behalf. That she's there for me, and I'm sitting here safe and sound at home is amazing.
And each service member is worth 100,000 of us sitting safe and sound at home in patriot points.
I can see why Steph is disgusted. I took a mess of flyers around town today. Only one was refused--the guy told me he supported the troops because he used to be one, but he wouldn't hang the flier because "it's a very complicated issue." I had an extremely rare moment of speechlessness, and was too disgusted to say more than "I was one, too, and some of us aren't doing nearly enough for them." What I should have said was "Those kids sitting in Kuwait don't see it that way. Whether we stand behind them or not is not a complicated issue." I'll be ready for the next idiot, if there is one.
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