You really shouldn't make assumptions like this.
I doubt that you have access to the inner workings of my mind and why I make certain decisions.
You have rejected at least two of the things I offered to you, so I do have those examples of your disbelief. ONLY through study would someone find the notion of soul and spirit being separated when the spirit is born again. It also requires reason, where God does not put His abiding spirit into the flesh. He abides in the spirit of the born agains (1 John 3:9). Since The Holy Spirit never leaves someone once he takes up abiding in their spirit that human redeemed spirit does not sleep in the dust because it is with The Lord after the death of the person. The refusals to even contemplate the issues is a sign of rejection of the notions, in other words, disbelief. I can read your posts and come to that conclusion.