I’m honestly not seeing sound doctrine displayed in your account. Golden cleansing swirls by the spirit? How does this square with direct words from the Lord in John 14:1-6?
1“Let not your heart be troubled; believe in God, believe also in Me. 2“In My Father’s house are many dwelling places; if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you. 3“And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also. 4“And you know the way where I am going.” 5Thomas said to Him, “Lord, we do not know where You are going, how do we know the way?” 6Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through Me.
““I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through Me.”
Very true statement..
Very few Christians actually understand it.
” Golden cleansing swirls by the spirit. . “
Sounds like the Kundalini, which has also been referred to as a “false Holy Spirit”.