I don’t really care what Mormons believe. They have their own responsibilities, and I’m not their keeper. They don’t owe YOU anything, either.
(And I feel sorry for you, if you have given your entire life over to intellect, and can’t even trust your own heart. Faith itself doesn’t reside in the intellect - it comes from a deeper space and gnosis.)
I guess I'm a special case; for you REALLY seem to care; an AWFUL lot; what I believe!
'Faith', in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary, is sad to watch in action.