&&& Oh, my, there is not shame but joy in your coming back. Welcome, FRiend.
Thank you. I came back more than 15 years ago; it is something that I will confess to the Almighty on my Judgement - that I left in the first place, and I pray He forgives me for it.
Been there. I think there are probably quite a few of us, and I know we are forgiven.
Don’t hang onto your guilt, as it will eat at you. He knows what is in your heart.