Thanks for your concern. I put my whole trust in Jesus Christ, the Redeemer of all mankind. He alone is my savior, and in Him I put my faith. He’ll judge me.
May God bless you.
When he judges you, he will ask you of this moment. When you had the truth presented to you and you turned away.
Read the bible and pray to God for his truth, not Joseph Smith's.
God is calling you to know the truth. He will not give up on you. Don't give up on him.
May God bless you by revealing the truth about Jesus, your salvation and his love for you. May he fill your heart with the Holy Spirit and give you strength to follow him.
"...no man or woman in this dispensation will ever enter into the celestial kingdom of God without the consent of Joseph Smith,"
--Brigham Young (Journal of Discourses, vol. 7, p. 289)