Yeah, I went through all that for 8 years of parochial school, communion, catachism etc,.I lived it for about 20 years and realized I was being a hypocrite. So I quit lying to myself that I believed something I truly did not.But to this day I have never belittled anyone for their faith.
Honesty is to be highly prized. When you saw yourself as being a hypocrite you were closer to God than you could even imagine! God IS, and He IS a rewarder of those who dilligently seek Him. I’m sorry you think you’ve stopped seeking Him ... your very involvement on a thread like this one shows you still acknowledge He IS, though you’ve yet to find a particular convention which suits your quest to know Whom He IS. You have my respect, for what it’s worth.
Ya fooled me!
It sounds to me like you are belittleing EVERYONE for having faith!