[mercy]

I'm not tempting. I mean it. If this mess of an organization is the true church..... I don't want to live. Eternity can't be much better fi this is the case either as what sort of 'god' is running things?

[Cronos]

The True church is the communion of believers....

[Flying Circus]

Eternity can't be much better fi this is the case either as what sort of 'god' is running things?

I think this statement really shows where your spiritual life and relationship to God is. You would rather turn your back to Him than trust in His way unless His way is your way. May God in His mercy let you see the error your attitude.