Confessions of a young mind

me | 07/02/03 | 4mycountry

[4mycountry]

To all who post on FreeRepublic,

I believe the time has come to speak to you on a matter that what I feel is greatly important.

I have been on FR, posting since a week after the September 11th attacks. And..... at that time..... I was 11. I am 13 now. You may have thought I was a grown adult, with a family and kids. Nope. Never happened.

I thought that no one would accept me here, being a kid...no one would take me seriously or respect my opion, or want to hear it, for that matter. Alot of kids have their brain melting inside their head. So, I made up an adult me, and everyone seemed to enjoy it. It was fine, all fine.

But truthfully, it's been on my mind since the day I signed up, and now I'm coming clean. I'm so sorry to all of you, and I may have hurt a few people just now. Once again, I'm truly sorry for all the trouble I've caused.

I specifically want to apologize to:

-Jim Robinson. Sir, I am sorry for what I've done. I've broken the rules like a total idiot. If I wanted respect I should have shown it, and I utterly failed to do so. If you feel I must be banned from here, I understand 100%. Go ahead if you wish. But, if you can find it in your heart-of-hearts to forgive me, I will be forever grateful to you, and will be 100% honest from now on.

-The AdminModerator. Everything I said to Jim Robinson goes for you as well. I am deeply sorry for all that I've done.

-Zavien Doombringer and the other Viking Kitties. I've worked along side you fellows in ZOTing trolls, yet I very well could be considered a troll myself. I've led you to believe that I was a grown man, when really I'm just a teenager. You have all been wonderful to me, and I'm sorry for the toes I'm stepping on and the feelings I'm hurting. My apologies to all of you.

And now, my apology to all the FReepers out there:

I'm going to be blunt. I'm a jerk, a lousy coward, and a liar. I've been crooked about my entire self for the past 2 years. I apologize to all of FR for what I've done, even though none of you really knew about it. Still, that's no excuse. I apologize to everyone.

Again, if you feel banning is the appropriate measure, than by all means, ban me. I deserve it. But if you can forgive me and my arrogance, I would be totally grateful, and I won't live this lie again, not here, not anywhere.

Thank you all for your time, and the past 2 years that you have given me.

Sincerely yours, 4mycountry

[spodefly]

He was only on temporary suspention.

DOH!

[Sloth]

I don't think the reward for lying ought to be complete trust... I generally try to give people the benefit of the doubt.

There's a big difference between those two. I don't afford anyone I know only via the Internet my "complete trust." Being a Freeper -- like 100,000 other people, minus banned trolls, does not require great trust. I think giving the benefit of the doubt is warranted here -- and if 4mycountry is still being deceptive, so what? Who is harmed? You are not hiring him/her to babysit your kids. FReeping does not require 3 references and a credit check. The issue can always be dealt with by the mods when and if they deem it significant.

[4mycountry]

That was my dad. I forgot to log out. doh..

[Sloth]

Ahh. Makes sense.

[4mycountry]

Yeah, that can happen when you have two FReepers and one computer. ^^;;;

[Just another Joe]

Yeah. And I'm a 27 year-old porn star.

Really? Which one? I want to see what you truly look like.

[Deguello]

"I've led you to believe that I was a grown man, when really I'm just a teenager."

You can use this quote from "her" confession and read in the second paragraph that "she" led us to believe that "she" had a family and kids. Add these together and you get a married male with kids.

I note that "she" replied to me and can't seem to remember what what "she" has in print. It is funny that lies are hard to remember. Even the ones today.

[DainBramage]

Honey..I told you not to do this. Our marriage is our business.

[Treebeard]

NO! That was a great piece of writing. Non-Sequitur will forever be known (by me) to be Tu Quoque Shakur. Not surprised the thread got yanked, though. I hope someone saved the contents.

[Treebeard]

With all due respect, can you, for the sweet love of Christ, GIVE IT A FRIGGIN' REST????

[Deguello]

Not paranoid. I have witnessed what 13 year old girls can do to families from second and third hand and from court cases.

If anyone has doubts as to what she said "she" was, then read her confession again. Add this up and you get a married, middle aged male with kids.

[4mycountry]

>>>You can use this quote from "her" confession and read in the second paragraph that "she" led us to believe that "she" had a family and kids. Add these together and you get a married male with kids.

Hmmmm. So I did.

Sorry for the confusion. You can believe what you believe, I feel good knowing that the truth is out, and the other FReepers still accept and forgive me. And personally, that's all that matters.

[Deguello]

You had been caught in another lie from Post #179.

[Gabrielle Reilly]

>>>>>>Yeah. And I'm a 27 year-old porn star.>>>>

Giggle. I didn't know there were so many of us on here.

LOL

Dang I better not joke about that. Someone may take me seriously. :)

[MWS]

Aww crud... never thought we'd have to ZOT one of our own...

;)

Seriously, though, you are going WAY too hard on yourself. I'm honestly shocked you are so young - but it is a pleasant surprise! It is your attitude that is important, and as far as I am concerned (as well as everyone else here, apparently), you are as mature as anyone else!

For the record, I joined in May of 2001 and was 20... I am now 22. See? We have lots of young people on this board. The fact that you are younger than most is not a problem... it's what you contribute that matters, and your contributions are worthwhile!

So don't go so hard on yourself, and put your Helmet back on!

[Treebeard]

Your profile page...mother of pearl, I had to take a nitro pill, and I don't even have heart problems.

[Treebeard]

I no longer care if you're 13 or 313, for the love of Pete, call in a ZOT on a couple of these tiresome, paranoid people.

[b4its2late]

This could be one of those never ending threads.........

[b4its2late]

Oh, and get Dog over here too.

[b4its2late]

Okay, the real big question is.......

How long did you lurk before signing up? ;-)