Confessions of a young mind

me | 07/02/03 | 4mycountry

[4mycountry]

To all who post on FreeRepublic,

I believe the time has come to speak to you on a matter that what I feel is greatly important.

I have been on FR, posting since a week after the September 11th attacks. And..... at that time..... I was 11. I am 13 now. You may have thought I was a grown adult, with a family and kids. Nope. Never happened.

I thought that no one would accept me here, being a kid...no one would take me seriously or respect my opion, or want to hear it, for that matter. Alot of kids have their brain melting inside their head. So, I made up an adult me, and everyone seemed to enjoy it. It was fine, all fine.

But truthfully, it's been on my mind since the day I signed up, and now I'm coming clean. I'm so sorry to all of you, and I may have hurt a few people just now. Once again, I'm truly sorry for all the trouble I've caused.

I specifically want to apologize to:

-Jim Robinson. Sir, I am sorry for what I've done. I've broken the rules like a total idiot. If I wanted respect I should have shown it, and I utterly failed to do so. If you feel I must be banned from here, I understand 100%. Go ahead if you wish. But, if you can find it in your heart-of-hearts to forgive me, I will be forever grateful to you, and will be 100% honest from now on.

-The AdminModerator. Everything I said to Jim Robinson goes for you as well. I am deeply sorry for all that I've done.

-Zavien Doombringer and the other Viking Kitties. I've worked along side you fellows in ZOTing trolls, yet I very well could be considered a troll myself. I've led you to believe that I was a grown man, when really I'm just a teenager. You have all been wonderful to me, and I'm sorry for the toes I'm stepping on and the feelings I'm hurting. My apologies to all of you.

And now, my apology to all the FReepers out there:

I'm going to be blunt. I'm a jerk, a lousy coward, and a liar. I've been crooked about my entire self for the past 2 years. I apologize to all of FR for what I've done, even though none of you really knew about it. Still, that's no excuse. I apologize to everyone.

Again, if you feel banning is the appropriate measure, than by all means, ban me. I deserve it. But if you can forgive me and my arrogance, I would be totally grateful, and I won't live this lie again, not here, not anywhere.

Thank you all for your time, and the past 2 years that you have given me.

Sincerely yours, 4mycountry

[4mycountry]

Do what you think is best.

[4mycountry]

ping

[M0sby]

bump for honesty

[B-Chan]

“On the Net, no one knows you’re a dog.”

[AppyPappy]

We don't believe you. You're an old fart like the rest of us.

[4mycountry]

LOL, sorry, but I really am 13.

[MEG33]

Confession is good for the soul.

[4mycountry]

>>>“On the Net, no one knows you’re a dog.”

Too true...

[sarasota]

I forgive you.

[AppyPappy]

Yeah. And I'm a 27 year-old porn star.

[BCrago66]

I'm just 9.

[Pan_Yans Wife]

You never should have been ashamed of your age. You never had to hide. Most people never even check the profile pages, seeking more information from a poster. Doesn't everyone enjoy FR because of the intelligent things that the posters say? Your intelligence is always more important than your age.

[AppyPappy]

"Never apologize. It's a sign of weakness"...John Wayne as Capt Nathan Brittles, She Wore A Yellow Ribbon

[MEG33]

Do your homework!

[4mycountry]

>>>Confession is good for the soul.

Tell me about it. When I was wondering if I should post this, I literally heard God tell me I needed to.

Always listen to God.

[4mycountry]

>>>Yeah. And I'm a 27 year-old porn star.

Dude. I did NOT need that mental image.

[Zavien Doombringer]

And what has changed?

I believe that FreeRepublic has made an adult out of you. I don't think you can ever see the world with "child-like" eyes because of your experiences.

Besides, I am fooling everyone too, I am actually an adult acting like a kid...I appologize if I fooled anyone.

Don't worry 4my, You are still OK by me. Besides I am a Youth Minister and a Royal Ranger Commander (http://royalranger.org)

[amused]

The confession/OPUS.....a COPUS????

[CyberCowboy777]

What the hell are the Viking Kitties?

And why is WhiskeyPapa on a list of ZOTed trolls?

[hang 'em]

You ZOTed WhiskeyPapa? I did a search and he's still here. Ooops, caught in another lie.