Confessions of a young mind

me | 07/02/03 | 4mycountry

[4mycountry]

To all who post on FreeRepublic,

I believe the time has come to speak to you on a matter that what I feel is greatly important.

I have been on FR, posting since a week after the September 11th attacks. And..... at that time..... I was 11. I am 13 now. You may have thought I was a grown adult, with a family and kids. Nope. Never happened.

I thought that no one would accept me here, being a kid...no one would take me seriously or respect my opion, or want to hear it, for that matter. Alot of kids have their brain melting inside their head. So, I made up an adult me, and everyone seemed to enjoy it. It was fine, all fine.

But truthfully, it's been on my mind since the day I signed up, and now I'm coming clean. I'm so sorry to all of you, and I may have hurt a few people just now. Once again, I'm truly sorry for all the trouble I've caused.

I specifically want to apologize to:

-Jim Robinson. Sir, I am sorry for what I've done. I've broken the rules like a total idiot. If I wanted respect I should have shown it, and I utterly failed to do so. If you feel I must be banned from here, I understand 100%. Go ahead if you wish. But, if you can find it in your heart-of-hearts to forgive me, I will be forever grateful to you, and will be 100% honest from now on.

-The AdminModerator. Everything I said to Jim Robinson goes for you as well. I am deeply sorry for all that I've done.

-Zavien Doombringer and the other Viking Kitties. I've worked along side you fellows in ZOTing trolls, yet I very well could be considered a troll myself. I've led you to believe that I was a grown man, when really I'm just a teenager. You have all been wonderful to me, and I'm sorry for the toes I'm stepping on and the feelings I'm hurting. My apologies to all of you.

And now, my apology to all the FReepers out there:

I'm going to be blunt. I'm a jerk, a lousy coward, and a liar. I've been crooked about my entire self for the past 2 years. I apologize to all of FR for what I've done, even though none of you really knew about it. Still, that's no excuse. I apologize to everyone.

Again, if you feel banning is the appropriate measure, than by all means, ban me. I deserve it. But if you can forgive me and my arrogance, I would be totally grateful, and I won't live this lie again, not here, not anywhere.

Thank you all for your time, and the past 2 years that you have given me.

Sincerely yours, 4mycountry

[meowmeow]

oops - young woman! Even better!

[cjshapi]

Happy Birthday one day early!!!!

As for fessing up myself - female, never married, no children (unless you count 3 cats & 3 horses). 40 next Monday.

[4mycountry]

So, you're one of those guys who won't kiss the frog eh ;)

No kissie the frog

[Zavien Doombringer]

This isn't a confession, it's a troll maneuver.

Hmmm, if 4my was a troll, the VK would have spotted the obvious.

Age doesn't make the "troll" factor, it's what you post and express.

4My has been consistent with opinions and postings. 4my is not a Troll, but a young developing mind. Lord knows we need more like her!

[4mycountry]

Why thank you! I need to get you a present!

[VoiceOfBruck]

I'm 280.

[BCR #226]

Don't sweat it. I suggest you read the book "Ender's Game" by Orson Scott Card. I think you will find something very familiar between yourself and two characters therein.

I've learned not to judge a person by their ethnical background, sex, religion, or age but rather by their maturity and actions. While I don't have any problems with your confession I can see how some might. I do hope that they take you for your knowledge and obvious maturity over your age and understandable deception.

Please read Ender's Game and then tell me who you feel suits your persona better, Demothenes or Locke.

Mike

[CyberCowboy777]

Male

Married 5 years - 3 boys, girl due in November

25

[Zavien Doombringer]

awwww...you shouldn't have!

I really don't need anything, I have all I need...welllll, there is one thing... :)

[FreeInWV]

Kudos for your honesty. Most younger folk occupy their time with far less worthwhile endeavors. Its refreshing to see one with opinions and convictions.

[4mycountry]

Thank you all for your understanding and forgiveness. It means so much to me.

I guess I'll
.

[Zavien Doombringer]

age or weight? :) you don't have to answer that...

[CyberCowboy777]

I was home schooled from 5th on.

[Zavien Doombringer]

Congrats! I have 3 boys and a girl, she's the youngest and just turn 10 last sunday!

[Normal4me]

Male.

39 in three weeks.

Single.

Never married and no kids.

[ewing]

Who knows, you could be the next Ann Coulter!

[CyberCowboy777]

I love having the three boys(oldest is 4) but I think I am ready for a girl.

It was my wife's idea....but I just might take credit afterall.

[VoiceOfBruck]

weight proportional to age...

[4mycountry]

I'll look for it at the library, but I live in a SMALL town, so I may have to look on Ebay. But if I find it, I'll read it and FReepmail you afterwards. 'k?

[Zavien Doombringer]

Thank you! and a happy one for you too!...seeing that I will not be able to post here until after then...