Posted on 04/09/2018 4:57:45 AM PDT by Tolerance Sucks Rocks
Kelly Clemente found out she was pregnant when she was 18. She had just finished her first semester of college, and up until then, described herself as your typical all-American girl.
She got good grades, was a member of a sorority, and ran on the track team.
When she saw that pregnancy test, My life is over, she thought.
I was like, it doesnt even matter. Nothing matters anymore, Kelly told The Daily Signal.
Kelly, unlike most girls her age, was familiar with the implications of an unplanned pregnancy. In high school, she volunteered at HOPE in Northern Virginia, a nonprofit that creates gift baskets for mothers faced with an unplanned pregnancy.
Although she shared compassion for them, Kelly had bought into the stigmas about birth moms. Ill never be one of those women, she thought.
But she was wrong. At 18, Kelly became an unplanned pregnancy statistic. I was no better than these women that I was creating baskets for, she said.
After crying and feeling nothing but noise and chaos, Kelly thought of her little sister, who her parents had adopted into their family from Central America.
I thought of the joy she brought into our family, and for the first moment after hours of crying, I felt calm, and I felt peaceful, Kelly said. I knew that I needed to make the decision that my sisters birth mom had made.
Kelly would carry her baby to term, and place himor herfor adoption.
But first, shed have to tell her parents.
Parents Worst Nightmare
Within days upon learning she was pregnant, Kelly had to figure out how to come clean with her parents. I expected them to be angry, she said. Parents worst nightmare, right?
First, she called her mom from school to say she wasnt feeling well.
I was concerned enough to go to school to see firsthand what was going on, Susan Clemente, Kellys mom, said.
The two went grocery shopping together, but Kelly avoided sharing the news. Sensing something was wrong, her mom invited Kelly to come back home.
That entire ride home, I never once told you that I was pregnant, Kelly said, speaking to her mom about that day. You told me later that you just knew.
I did, Kellys mom replied.
When they got home, they sat on the living room couch and talked so intently that the sun went down without anyone noticing. When her dad, Mark, arrived home from work, he asked, Why are you all sitting in the dark?
At that moment, Kelly had to confront one of her biggest fearstelling her dad she was pregnant.
I could tell something was going on, he said of the two sitting in the dark.
Almost in the same breath, Kelly broke the news that she was pregnantand going to place the child for adoption.
Instead of responding with anger or disappointment, Mark told The Daily Signal, I just remember being so grateful and proud.
Wed hoped that we had raised you that way, her dad said, speaking to Kelly. So the fact that you didnt even entertain that thought [abortion], to be honest, it was a very proud moment.
After that, Kelly moved back in with her parents and set up an appointment with Bethany Christian Services, an organization that facilitates private, faith-based adoptions.
Little Treasure
Walking into Bethany Christian Services, Kelly was expecting the wrath of God to be on her.
Im going to an adoption agency, and Im going to be judged, she said. But when she walked in there, I never experienced any of that, she said.
They showed me what it was like to walk with someone through the hardest time of their life when they are feeling so down on themselves and so alone, they were there.
Shawn and Dave Hansen were the second couple Kelly and her mom met with in the adoption process.
It was so obvious that these were the people that would have her little treasure, her mom told The Daily Signal.
But finding them was the easy part. Kelly was 18, in college, and still pregnant.
Wheres My Choice?
Being pregnant and being in college is never really a great thing, Kelly said. I found out very quickly who my true friends were.
At one point, she told a friend on her track team that she was pregnant and placing her child for adoption. His response was less than supportive.
If you dont get an abortion, I will lose all respect for you, Kelly remembered him saying.
I was horrified, Kelly said. You call yourself pro-choice, but wheres my choice? Its my choice to choose adoption.
Then, two weeks before the birth, Kelly got a phone call from the babys fathers best friend informing her the fatherKellys boyfriend at the timewasnt being faithful.
I was devastated, Kelly said. This is someone I knew for eight years, this is someone I trusted. Im having his baby. We had conversations about getting married.
Hearing that news was the second hardest news to take over those nine months, Kelly said. Her entire identity had already been shattered, and her relationship now was, too.
At a low point, Kelly walked out to her parents driveway in the middle of the night. She laid down on the road, in the dark, and prayed that a car would come run her over.
I want to die, Kelly remembered thinking. I cant handle this. This is too much for me.
At that moment, Kelly said she heard a voice from God telling her to get up. So she did.
I got up, and I said, ‘OK, I know that this sweet baby did nothing wrong, so I dont want him to get hurt, so Im going to have this baby and then Im going to take my life.’ Because I was so broken, I didnt think there was any meaning left.
But then the voice came back and said, No, Im not done with you yet.
At that moment, I knew that I was loved by a really big God who had a really big heart, that didnt judge me by my pregnancy and still loved me so much, Kelly said.
A few weeks later, her water broke, and Kelly gave birth to a healthy baby boy.
An Answer to My Prayers
Those three days I spent in the hospital, he was mine, Kelly said of her birth son, Alex. But after those three days, it was time to place Alex with his adoptive parents, Shawn and Dave Hansen.
I dont sugarcoat that because its real life and I loved this child so much, but I couldnt give him a father, I couldnt give him brothers and sisters for a long time, I couldnt provide him with what felt like anything he deserved.
She then walked to the hospital chapel, said a prayer for everything to be OK, and at that moment, Dave and Shawn walked in.
I was like, wow, Kelly said. They truly are an answer to my prayers.
Handing her baby to another family wasnt going to be easy, even though the family was the living embodiment of her prayers.
I thought the hardest day of my life would be finding out that I was pregnant, Kelly said. It wasnt.
The hardest day of my life was driving away from that hospital without a baby. I had never felt more empty in my life. I was physically empty, and I felt so alone.
Kelly made a decision that in todays society, few women do.
In 2014, the latest data available, 18,329 women in the U.S. chose to place their children for adoption. That same year, more than 900,000 women chose abortion. According to the National Council for Adoption, a nonpartisan group that advocates adoption, for every 1,000 abortions and births to unmarried women, there were only 6.9 adoptions.
Its Over Now
Kelly gave birth in September 2008, and returned to college in January. Much like the pregnancy, the transition back wasnt easy.
I remember everybody just telling me over and over again, Its over now. Its over. Arent you so glad that this is over? Kelly said.
But she felt differently.
I was fine without drinking, I was fine without sleeping around. I had lived a life I was proud of while I was pregnant, and I wanted that to continue but I was feeling so much pressure to just be that fun sorority party girl that I was before my entire life changed. No one seemed to wrap their head around the fact that my entire worldview had been shifted.
Today, Kelly is 28 years old. She graduated from college and went back to receive a masters degree in school counseling.
My heart is for children, Kelly said. For now, shes teaching preschool and hopes one day to be either a school counselor or a voice for teen moms and teen birth moms.
I want them to know that they have value and their life isnt over. They have their whole life ahead of them.
She also wants birth moms to know that children placed with adoptive families are not lacking in love.
Her son, Kelly said, not only receives love from his adoptive parents. He receives love from me, he receives love from my parents, theres so much love to go around.
Kelly chose to have an open adoption with Alex and his parents, and sees him a couple times every year.
After enjoying time together, Kelly said, You would think that it would be this emotional thing where Im so upset that my birth son is going back with his adoptive parents.
Its not, she said. Its this beautiful thing where hes happy that hes seen me, Im happy that Ive seen him. He knows who is parents are. He knows that Im not mom. One day I hope to be a mom, but Im not his mom. I get to be birth mommy. And thats OK with me.
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How about starting with holding girls accountable by making them live with their decisions apart from forcing the father, or the taxpayer, to finance those decisions.
I cannot, in good conscience, agree with compelling ANYTHING from the father so long as all the decision rights belong to the mother.
"Risk of Psychological Difficulties Among Children Raised by Custodial Grandparents - Similar to other children in kinship care arrangements, custodial grandchildren are reported by their caregivers to have higher levels of behavioral and emotional disturbances than children in the overall U.S. population."link
I knew a young woman named Shawn in college, so that is not out of the question.
Unplanned pregnancy is NEVER something to celebrate, especially for men, in this legal environment and culture.
lets not forget the young man who got her that way. He needs to keep his pants on as well, or at least practice safe sex.
Shawn Johnson is a female. (former gymnast)
Not to be harsh but one only needs to look to African American communities to see harsh realities of grandparents rain grand children
If you dont get an abortion, I will lose all respect for you
I wouldnt want my daughter punished with a baby
These are the prevailing attitudes in our country today. The Godless have ruled for decades. Those of us who dont subscribe to these anti-life attitudes are ridiculed and demeaned at every turn. Im glad this young woman found out that her 8 year relationship wasnt what she had believed. I hope her future is filled with love, marriage and children someday.
True, and that's the ideal we should all strive for. But this deals with the best options in those inevitable cases where the ideal isn't met.
“I really dont understand why people hate babies so much.” It all starts at the top. Don’t you remember President obama saying “I don’t want my daughter punished with a baby” Extremely interesting and telling statement.
Not to be judgmental, but I am not African-American nor do I live in those communities.
I have three daughters; 23, 20, and 16, and by the Grace of God have not had to face that decision yet, or hopefully ever.
But I will not idly sit by while my grandchild is farmed out to another, faith unknown, family to raise.
This girl decided to give up her child for others to take care of, while she still gets to go see him from time to time. You know, whenever she feels like it.
That used to be the joke about grandparents, they can give the grand-kids back whenever they are tired of playing with the grand-kids. This girl just found a way to get someone else to take care of her kid, because that kid will always know who the real parent is.
So she didn’t kill the baby but her future career still took precedence.
“”The hardest day of my life was driving away from that hospital without a baby. I had never felt more empty in my life. I was physically empty, and I felt so alone.””
That’s about how the kid might end up feeling someday when he finds out his mom gave him away.
“””I dont sugarcoat that because its real life and I loved this child so much, but I couldnt give him a father, I couldnt give him brothers and sisters for a long time, I couldnt provide him with what felt like anything he deserved.”””
Couldn’t give him brothers and sisters for a long time - because career.
For all she knows, she could have met a guy in less than a year that already had a house and good income.
I don't hate them, but I have absolutely zero desire to ever have to care for one.
What a great story about a person’s making the best decision in a very difficult situation.
I could not help but observe, however, that, having earned a Master’s degree in counseling, the young lady is working as a preschool teacher. Parents, think about this when you and your young-adult children discuss college!
So do I; also "Shaun."
I, on the other hand, am very curious. :)
DH and I adopted our granddaughter after taking a year of legal struggle to get custody another year and multiple thousands of dollars to adopt. She lived with her drug addicted birth mother moving in with a series of drug dealers every few weeks. Our son who fathered the baby is no better. I am 55 years old with a 5 year old child and blessed. I think grandparents adopting and raising a little one surrounded by love is the best option. I could never let a stranger raise my grandchild as long as I have breath. I do not think we have damaged her at all raising her as grandparents and now legally mom and dad.
I could never have done that - I raised mine to be a successful, working, loving mother and grandmother. 47 years ago.
As I said there are those that beat the odds. In general, mother/father is the optimum for every child. That’s not always possible. With every less optimal situation there seems to be a price to pay, first by the child then by the society that has it’s members made of of these children after they’re grown.
A hedonistic culture spawns such men.
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