Thank you, Sheep Whisperer, for pointing out and quoting to me these two different lines from my post.
Because I am grateful for your attention and because “Sheep Whisperer” was, in fact, one of the pet names I was given in the joint, I will tell you that the contradiction or duality you speak of is real.
Maybe the pathetic secret is this:
While I sadly admit to the pervasiveness of these rotten characters and scenarios in my (or our national) consciousness, I also invoke a scenario in which I, or we, destroy the Disney regime with our own dark fantasy - invading Mickey’s castle, stealing his mousy women, burning the little gnomes and piggies and what-not, enslaving the princesses and snowmen, etc.
It is a sort of ‘beat them at their own game,’ maybe. But, it’s just a story.
Best wishes