I know what you mean. Shortly after I got my SWO qualification I figured out that I was not cut out to be a ship's CO.
Fortunately, I had other talents the Navy and DOD needed that gave me a different career path. I would still go through my JO tour again because of the GREAT foundation it gave me in life. I don't miss the North Atlantic in winter though.
BTW - I was CICO for the second half of my JO tour. I got instant cred with the men when they found out that the only person who could beat me at Maneuvering Board was the Chief. I even beat the 1st class who made Chief the next year.
WWG1WGA
Garde la Foi, mes amis! Nous nous sommes les sauveurs de la République! Maintenant et Toujours!
(Keep the Faith, my friends! We are the saviors of the Republic! Now and Forever!)
LonePalm, le Républicain du verre cassé (The Broken Glass Republican)
HA - for me it was TMA
I miss being young, shooting really big guns and blowing things up; also flying, racing motorcycles and dating strippers.
STS3/SS. Never got to drive the boat, but I heard y’all.
I really enjoy all the ship driving talk. Like a window into something we all wonder about. Also very handy to have ‘on board’ the threads when we have ship collisions and the like - hey haven’t had any of them in a while!