So behind I hope you will go to last thread and see my 2 posts to you re: NXIUM and Hot Cowboy
Second, I got what I needed and then some from this wonderful community of FReeQs, FReepers and FRens! That was a wave of support both on the forum and in many private mails that washed over me, leaving me refreshed and rejuvinated.
Most of all I feel encouraged. Like many here, I fight to keep my impatience bottled up and that leads to frustration at times.
Especially to defconw, because I launched the barrage off your post, DON'T stop sending me links, please. Remember? I just gave you a shout-out a couple days ago for sending me a great story! I really do appreciate it. I'm sorry that I offended you or made you feel like I don't need or want your input - I do!
Finally, Thank you all for the encouragement. I'm dusting off and climbing back into the saddle, ready to chase down the trail with saber and pistol!