You can't choose to go home.
That would be suicide and that is against God's commandments
How about asking to be lifted up in Prayer instead?
Sounds like you could use some to get out of the valley.
If you Love Jesus go to him in Prayer and ask for some strength.
Open your Bible and read the Psalms.
That's some good advice.
Might I recommend the book of Job?
I think you missed my point here.
I am just trying to point out how mixed up things are and how so few, even many who call themselves Christians or conservatives, seem to notice it!!
I can long to go home without taking my life. I pray every day for Christ to come back for his own, but am in no way suicidal. I will wait on his timing, but I can long for it!