Good evening everyone.
I know it has been a while since I posted. I do try to keep up with the thread. I just still have too much on my mind and too many things going on with now two houses and two estates.
I am trying to take some time away from all of that to enjoy Trump’s return but am finding it difficult. I have off tomorrow. I bought a somewhat expensive bottle of champagne. But I don’t have anyone to watch the events with.
Eight years ago I also had the day off and my aunt and I watched the swearing in together. I remember us both looking at each other when the three generals and admiral all stepped forward and gathered around Trump at a moment in his speech and then stepped back. Neither of us remembered seeing or hearing about that kind of thing before with other presidents and felt it must be significant of something.
Fast forward to the start of this Q thread. I told her about the drops, played X22, Red Pill, Praying Medic, And We Know, and some other shows for her and pointed out the significance of that moment at the inauguration with respect to the Q operation. I think for about a year or so she actually didn’t think I was nuts and thought there might be something to this Q plan.
That all ended when Biden won the election and the military didn’t step in to do anything about it. I tried to point out the odd things with the Biden presidency and Biden himself not looking like Biden, but I guess I didn’t do a good job. I tried to explain how and why the plan might have been for Biden to win and the Plandemic to occur, but I suppose it just sounded all too fantastic to her.
Even the odd timing of the very early debate between Trump and Biden didn’t seem to make her think that maybe there was a plan. I believe that the Q Team was behind that to put certain events in play, but all she saw was that Trump fell for the demonrats’ ploy to have a debate as a way of forcing Biden out so they could put up Michelle Obama at the convention.
It was not long after that debate that she passed away. She had had, a few days before the debate, back surgery for multiple partially fractured vertebrae due to, it is said, osteoarthritis. She had a lot of pain, was not drinking nearly enough water or any liquid, despite me telling her over and over how not drinking enough contributes to muscle spasms, and was taking a lot of muscle relaxers, Tylenol, and Advil.
A day came when she recognized that she might have caused a problem by taking so much. She threw up some food I made her and that is when I said that that is not something we are messing around with and we are going to the ER because she had no margin at that point for anything else healthwise. I thought she could have had some complication from her surgery, like an abscess, because she should have
started to be having better days at more than two weeks post surgery.
It turned out, however, that she had a bowel obstruction and she was severely dehydrated and her kidneys were in bad shape. They couldn’t get her blood pressure up. They had to do emergency surgery and thought they got the bad section of intestine out before an infection set in, but it turned out that was not the case. Her heart and kidneys could not handle it. I had to make the decision to end life support.
She passed within less than a half hour of the assassination attempt on Trump and, for all I know, maybe at the precise moment. In Ohio, it only takes two nurses to pronounce death when life support is ended. The nurses came into the room every half hour, so I know when the half hour was that she passed. I didn’t know about the attempt on Trump until I heard the news on the car radio on the way home.
I feel that her downward spiral was due to lack of hope. She was very concerned about not having money due to living off investment income and believed the demonrats would win with Michelle Obama and the economy would be even worse. I think she also thought I would be one of the many people rounded up because of my posting habits.
My S.O. is not able to be very helpful to me these days because his mother passed away a week after my aunt. It sounds as if her health problems were exacerbated by the same beliefs she held about the election as did my aunt.
I wonder how many people have lost someone in the last couple years because that person just lost all hope and it impacted his or her health.
I know it had to be this way, as Q has written.
Why did those of us who have taken part in this Q thread series believe early in and maintain hope in the plan? Why did other people, who perhaps have never heard of Free Republic, but follow Q and participate in similar forums on other sites, believe and persist in their belief?
I remember when I saw the first Q thread and was immediately
struck by this feeling that there is something to this Q thing. I thought of the generals and admiral at the inauguration when I read the first thread and knew they and Q had to be connected. Why did we get it and others didn’t?
Thank you for reading my long post. It is so hard to grieve alone. One really can’t see a therapist or go to a grief group and bring Q into the equation, nor bring in the other aspect I fear that impacted my aunt and S.O.’s mother, which is how doctors regarded them as elderly people who didn’t take the vax.
Thank you for posting. Prayers for you, your SO and the departed souls.
It’s been a difficult 4 years, CTC, that no one ever wants to live through again.
We can take hope that the next 4 years will be brighter.
May the LORD comfort you and give you rest and peace.
Welcome back. I’m sorry you’re going through this very hard time alone.
Your Aunt and sort-of Mother-in-Law showed the classic signs of demoralization and it is fatal if not reversed in time. Former KGB agent Yuri Bezmenov wrote about it this way:
“Exposure to true information does not matter any more. A person who is demoralized is unable to assess true information. The facts tell nothing to him. Even if I shower him with information, with authentic proof, with documents, with pictures; even if I take him by force to the Soviet Union and show him [a] concentration camp, he will refuse to believe it, until he [receives] a kick in his fan-bottom. When a military boot crashes his balls then he will understand. But not before that. That’s the [tragedy] of the situation of demoralization.”
Governments pushing for the New World Order have worked for decades to demoralize their citizens (us), and the elderly are especially susceptible because obedience and trust in authority is ingrained. I keep running into people on both sides of the international border who don’t believe their government would ever knowingly hurt them. Between the steady indoctrination and the demoralization, it’s easy to understand how that’s become the mental state of many in the world. Add to that the media’s support of the narratives and we end up being a society of polarized tribes, with some people flat out rejecting facts in favor of lies and opinions.
The two women you speak of are victims of this deliberate effort. That’s why each of us needs to remain in touch with a site like this where people support each other and refuse to be demoralized. Our squabbles and minor fits of pique are just small bumps in the road. We stay here because we recognize we can’t get through this awful time in history alone, or we risk becoming hopelessly demoralized.
My condolences on your aunt passing. There’s a list of people I’ve never met that have passed (Greeneyes, Bagster, and many others on the FR Tribute page), but their impacts on my life will go a long time.
Why us? Why do some of us “get this”? Sadly, there’s a few items that come to mind I could elaborate on with some graphics, but that’s a lengthy discussion for the future. I’m fortunate that after about a year of meeting with local folks I’ve never met until after the 2020 election, I had a few in-depth meetings with several of them that eventually clicked. Not full Q in all but a few individuals, but enough to convince some stalwart patriots that there was definitely something going on. This was after I noticed that most of the folks attending a local grassroots meeting were Christians, at which point I just sensed something well beyond “just another 4 year election” was going on.
There was even, well, an “arranged” (somehow?) meeting with another person I had never met before, but apparently more of a conspiracy theorist than I was.
More than I was? This has never happened before. Like, ever.
I was at a precinct delegate training at a VFW hall better than an hour from my house. The place was filling up & packed. I asked the good Lord to set me in a good spot, and low an behold a lady turned up next to me with an engineering background and quite up to speed on what’s really been happening in politics. How’d I get that seat and know that person among 140+ people? Apparently, there was a reason. Maybe the Almighty, maybe JT17, Karma or all three. I don’t know, it just happened and I ran with it. I got her contact info and we’ve kept in touch and shared info, “according to the Plan”.
It’s humbling, the good patriots I’ve met and the corruption we’re exposing as a team. I still pound them with “out there” information, but actually throttle some back so as not to overwhelm them. Thank God for them too, because just today I was talking with my wife about the J6’ers getting released and she still thinks Joe is actual prez and would be the one capable of pardoning them. Pretty sure that one Moderna shot she took has nanotech very much working against us.
Carry on FreeQs, Uber out.
So sorry to hear about your Aunt. Our hearts and prayers are with you. You’re not in this alone. We are legion.
-SB
Many thankQs CtC, for your update; my condolences to you on your losses.
And my prayers 🙏🙏🙏 are going UP for all y’all.
Virtual hug, CTC
You, and many, have been through a lot. So sorry to hear about your aunt - an incredibly nice woman, a friend to all.
I feel like Joe Biden was the precipice. 4 long years of precipice. It is time to restore this country. To bring peace back to the world and to extinguish this evil that has risen over the last many years.
Good to have you back! You posted a couple times around the election, but before that it was like July.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for posting and sharing, celebrate with the rest of us on this thread. Love and hugs - MWH. My Mom celebrating from heaven too.
Welcome back, CTC.
Condolences on your loss. I am sure it has been very difficult for you.
You continue to be in my prayers.