I hear ya.
So far, I’m more interested in catching it and developing G-d Designed anti-bodies. I think I’m in great shape to survive and thrive.
When I’m 64 and 5 years worth of jab data are available, the calculus changes. Either the jabbed are dying at excessive rates for some currently unknowable reason, or not. If not, I’ll take what by then will be a proven vaccine.
But right now, anyone who says they know the long term risks of the jab are self deluded. It’s not possible to know. Yet.
True, though I wouldnt necessarily say someone was self deluded. I absolutely do not believe the crap about vax'ed people are gonna be dead in two years. And since I am not a female in child bearing years, I dont really have those types of long term effect concerns. J&J doesnt mess with RNA so that unknown goes away. I have a family member who has immune system issues so my decision as in part for their benefit as well.
Stay safe FRiend.