I would ask though, who "taught" you these concepts? Who are these people who "told" you about the timelessness of Heaven and positive essences? Why should we listen to them, what is their evidence, and what information do they have access to that we don't?
I just find it unlikely that the universe is set up in such a bizarre way.
Well, the chief Revealer rose from the dead after suffering a very specific death - with both the death and the resurrection predicted in great detail thousands of years before it happened, by all different kinds of people....
You got better credentials than that? Why should we (or you) believe your opinion?