It is a bit smart-alecky (which follows my personality), but also I wanted to convey the idea that I am “dumb” in terms of having so much to learn
You nailed the first part, but apparently you think you have the second part firmly in control. In reality you have deemed what is true and what is false because "science" tells you that it is so. Disregarding that "proven science" in some cases is neither proven nor science, but rather "science" invoked as a means of silencing opposing views. In other words you have closed your mind to learning because "science" has told you to do so.
>>but rather “science” invoked as a means of silencing opposing views. In other words you have closed your mind to learning because “science” has told you to do so.<<
You conflate science with philosophy.
I am open to many ideas and am sure we have a loving Father in God who sent His Son to die for our sins.
That has nothing to do with the Universe God gave us that operates on consistent rules which He gave us intelligence to fathom.