Your wrong. Yes I knew there are people like you on this site that would smell blood and attack. Just read the replies for yourself. I also knew that there are caring people here that will try to help. One thing I got from the responses is to have myself checked for ADD.
Also your wife needs to be checked out for post-partum depression and possibly thyroid deficiencies.....
Seriously she is very lucky to be a stay at home mom in todays America.
I would be very careful going down this path. I would be more supportive of simply getting a physical exam to ensure you are healthy. Work hard. Do right. Love your family. Be faithful. Be proud of yourself for doing this.
Yeah, any excuse will do.... as long as you don't have to accept the truth.
Free advice: Try going home tonight and not turning on your computer, your X-box or the TV. I bet you can't do it... loser.
One other thing that came to mind. You say you have no friends that you can talk to.
Does your wife allow you to have friends? Or, does she always find something wrong with people you assoicate with?