I feel for you. You've tied your religious faith to the belief that the universe behaves in a certain way, and now that you're faced with hard evidence that it does not, all you can do is to lash out at me personally. Or perhaps you're grasping at the straw that I really am on the take, and that by focusing on my motives you can avoid the necessity of swallowing the indigestible facts of the universe. But alas, anyone who knows my history here can tell you that I act on principle, and in any case the facts still remain.
If impugning me further will help you to get through what must be a difficult time, I won't hold it against you.
You didn't answer the question.
Do you receive monetary benefit by perpetuating the scam?
You'll have to admit, the government provides a lot of funding for evolutionism and other disasters. Many in this land get involved with moral compromise in order to receive the monetary benefits from the government largess.
I am not suggesting you have obtained moneys illegally, though in the evolutionist scheme, that could be considered justifiable.