That was over 15 yrs. ago. I no longer go into a tailspin over some problem, flaw, or whatever.
Thank you, Jesus, and thank you, Blessed Mother, for obtaining this great favor for me..
I will pray for Megan.
I will also pray for you, Angelique. Remember, the Church is divine and it is all too human. And Our Lady warned at LaSalette (look up her message in Google.com) that things in the Church will not be peaches and cream--that we will be betrayed by those consecrated to her Son). Also, look up Catholic Family News. The lead story this month is how St. Peter Damian spelled it out in startingly clear and modern language how bad a problem (and how unadressed) homosexuality was over 1000 yrs. ago.
Despondency is a tactic of the devil.
Fight the good fight! "Lord, you have the words of eternal life. Where would we turn?" (my recollection of Peter's reply to Jesus at the end of John:6.)