Askel5 and the good Father think we shouldn't hit the abuse button, so I will take their fine counsel and refrain from doing so in the future.
So you've got an old Marine, armed with a Rosary, praying for you, pro-life. You better watch out.
And here is another person praying for, you pre-life. Obviously by your screen name you accept the Catholic concept that all life comes from God and thence is holy and blessed.
Please remember that you are holy and blessed also.
If there is a Catholic Church near you that is having a class for those wanting answers and especially for inactive Catholics, I encourage you to hook into one of them. Some of the names of groups are Landings, Catholics Can Come Home, Welcome Home, Catholics and Journeys. You are more than welcome at any of them.
In the meantime, prayers are coming your way. I know that God will open your heart and let you do the research into the Catholic side of things. God bless!