I know - I know...
Just consider it the result of a squandered youth - never getting to spend a year knocking on stranger's doors - never being able to talk about the FULLNESS of the gospel without really understanding it.
So; here I am today, trying to knock on the doors of unseen people's hearts with a few words of history and various scriptures from various sources.
Woe is me!
What shall be my end?
Hey, you are living history as part of prophecy in Scripture. All you have to do is figure out if you are part of the problem or the solution.