You cannot help but deviate from The Body of Christ Believers (the real one True EKKLESIA / Church) to your man-made ORG, empowered by lies and deviants. Every time you try to conflate your Org with The Church made up of ALL BELIVERS since the Day of Pentecost preaching by Peter, you practice to deceive.
here's a clue for you, ADSUM, your ORG does not have nor does it promote The Truth. I have God's Truth and consult it every day. I have committed much of His Truth to memory so that if your ORG does a repeat of the past I can have it neigh me, even in my mind and in my mouth.
Your ORG's sacramental trail, your worship of the Catholic Mary, your prayers to dead people, your idools and icons, all of that is not Christianity. Your eating what you imagine is the physical body of Jesus and consuming His blood, well that blasphemy does not get the deity of Christ into your spirit via your alimentary tract. Hence the accusation of Magic Thinking. Your pedophile homosexual priest cannot absolve sin, only GOD can do that and He has assured us sexual deviants are an abomination in His eyes, hence the delusional thinking. You are already possessed of STRONG DELUSION. You are pushing an 'other religion' as Paul identified your ORG.
Did you thank the Catholic Church today for the written Scriptures that you have with the exception of some deletions by heretics?
Too bad that you don’t accept that Jesus gave authority to the Catholic Church to continue His mission to spread the Good News and help us on our road to salvation.
Your fascination with delusions continues your belief in an invisible church with no leader on earth instead of His visible Church on the Hill that commenced with the Holy Spirit on Pentecost.
Perhaps you didn’t understand what Jesus said in Mt 18:17 when one sins, but doesn’t listen, then “tell it to THE Church; and if refuses to listen even to THE Church”.... So Jesus formed one Catholic Church, not multiple protestant EKKLESIA churches (with multiple opinions of God’s Truth) after 1500.
It is a shame that you reject the Catholic faith (that if I remember correctly you were baptized in the Catholic faith) and I hope and pray that you repent and change your understanding and accept God’s Truth for your salvation.
(I read that somewhere)