Allow me the privilege of saying again. Horse hockey. I dont think I have agreed with you, on even one single, solitary thing you have brought up, but I have that privilege.
I know youre not into the New Testament. So be it. I will still quote it to you, like it or not.
1st John 2:19. They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us. Just my opinion bro, but I get this feeling, that you went out, for just exactly the reason posted in that verse.
Now, me and quite a few other more intelligent people have tried to tell you the truth. You reject it. So, Hebrews 10:31. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. God is going to have a field day with some. I hope you wise up before then, and get out of what I think is a false religion. Good luck with that. You will need it.