It's really not that big of a deal if you're reading the thread....but I see you decided to join after 697 posts. That's fine. Welcome to the discussion.
With the name calling already?? Goofy metmom??
Your prayers to "mary" will be in vain as she does not hear nor does she answer your prayers.
You would be better served praying as Jesus taught the disciples.
One can reconstruct the missing by looking at the shadows it leaves behind...