“It’s a god that is somehow responsible to created creatures.”
No, God simply loves. To love to will the good of another. God does. It is a pity that you apparently have no understanding of God or His love for us. I hope you get to know both.
Actually, I do. I understand that God loves us enough to save us while we were yet dead in our sins. But God does not just simply love. God also is perfect holiness and perfect justice. That means that he hates sin. He has said so Himself. What is a pity is that the Roman Cult has so successfully twisted the minds of its adherents to believe the falsehoods that it teaches.
I am firm in my knowledge of my salvation. I am thankful to God Almighty for his grace. What saddens me is that the Roman Cult teaches that you can't know and you have to work for it. Try re-reading the postings I put up from Romans. In fact, read ALL of Romans. It's very plain. It's very simple. It's very true -- and it's not the narrative Rome teaches.
Personally, I'd trust God's word before I'd trust the Roman Cult.
Hoss