You say you are Christian, but Mary worship makes one wonder.
BTW, I’ve been there... I escaped Rome because God saved me out of it.
I don’t worship Mary. God and the Son and Holy Spirit are the focus of worship in the Catholic Church.
I don’t understand why you voice such untruths, pamphlets, someone who hates the Catholic Church?
Nevertheless, you are still a Catholic and will always be a Catholic since you were baptized as one.