You are still a Catholic and can come home at any time. Just sit down with a priest and get your questions answered.
Thank you for the continuing kindness despite my sometimes (OK most of the time) antagonistic/brash manners. I believe that I have been saved by His Blood and my acknowledgement of His Grace and do not need religious/human intercession. I know my sinful nature and I believe His promise of life everlasting. He is enough for me and I do not tire of hearing/discussing His existence/love/sacrifice.
I appreciate you, NYC(?) and others who continue to post items of faith. God Bless