I think it’s great that you attend mass!
but it’s not a “wafer”
I attend mass because my husband is Catholic. He attends Presbyterian services with me. I understand that it is the Catholic teaching that it is not a wafer but that’s not a teaching I agree with, so it would be inappropriate for me to call it anything else. The same reason it’s inappropriate for me to kneel. I can respect what the Catholics teach and believe but if I don’t agree it’s inappropriate for me to make motions like I do - any more than I should take communion there.