I'm not asking what you're telling God but how you read what He tells you in His Word.
I'll try again...
If you believe that Jesus Christ is your Messiah, then how do you read scripture, including those provided, that speak of the concept of God the Father and God the Son?
I and my Father are one. John 10:30. The LORD said unto my Lord, Sit at my right hand, until I make your enemies your footstool. Psalm 110:1.
Have you ever considered that the terms father and son were metaphorical ?shalom b'SHEM Yah'shua HaMashiachOr do you create G-d in your own image ?
I do not presume to define G-d in human images.