While I can empathize with your reasons (I've been there far too often), the one you hurt most is God. If you are not comfortable in that parish, find another. I battled liturgical abuse at my former parish ... and won. But I did it for God, not for me. There are other options (freepmail me if you wish to discuss). In the meantime, check out the videos at this site.
They are all the same here, I still have my Faith. I just refuse to enable the wicked who are running and ruining the American Church. I send them no money and will not grace them with the temple that God has given me to live within here on earth.