Read the links in 3,776 and inform yourself.
You said: Read the links in 3,776 and inform yourself.
I did and for some reason you have completely misinterpreted what they say. Perhaps the misinterpretation is designed to fit a typical hatred of everything and anything Catholic.
I can’t imagine what events in your personal life would lead to that, but I pray that you are able to overcome it and come home to the Peace of Christ through the fullness of faith found in the One Holy Catholic and Apostolic Church. It is where you belong.