How you feeling, Sis? Many have been praying for you.
Now . . . you said, “If you believe it, defend it, but don’t deny it.”
I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. He is my Savior, Redeemer and Personal Friend. There is so much doctrine to be debated and debated and debated - LDS and all other Churches. It is not about the doctrine. It is about Jesus Christ, our Savior. Nothing else really matters.
However, since you obviously do not agree - and you are not alone - that Jesus Christ and His Atoning Sacrifice is the main focus of our LDS faith, then we are wasting valuable time and effort.
God bless you.
Then WHY are you a Mormon?