That could explain why you have been involved in four different faiths in the 4 years Ive know you.
What if there were lurkers who thought everything you said made sense, and so they joined the different faiths you were promoting at the time?
Should they now be considering Judaism? Are they to follow you as you go through your mid life faith crisis? Hows about your family, if they are permanently turned off at God because of what you have put them through, are you responsible?
This is not a personal attack, its just questions Id be asking myself if it were me who had made all these changes in such a short time.
JH